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Saturday, September 24, 2005
good-bye to you...good bye to everything that we do...to the one i trust...hahah

i reached home just today, at around 12 in the morning. i came from jacob's despedida party... it took me a long time since i dropped katherine c. and angelique l. to their respective houses.

jacob's party was a blast! i wore my long white to blue gypsy skirt with a blue blouse and white havaianas. apparently, i was the only person, or girl in specific, wearing a skirt. they said the whole outfit looked good on me. well, maybe i should buy more of those so that i wouldn't get stuck wearing pants all the time.haha! when i arrived there,justin m., portia b., michael r., ron r., miguel a., alphonse e., lorenzo m., arden s., abi m., barbie e., and lia c., a.k.a gio were there together with some of our teachers, ms. carmen ocampo, ms. cora mendoza,ms. betty solomon and ms. cynthia leona. angeli m., angelique l., and katherine c. joined me and my sister on our car on the way home. we dressed up there and i ironed their hair which didn't last so long since kat's hair went berserk hours later [PEaS!]. ms. emily lagdamen, our science teacher followed after. all in all, count the ones that arrived before us together with the people who joined me on the way to jacob's home, plus: ayana a. and sarah d.s., i don't know how many we are...! hahahah... sorry if i forgot anyone!

we ate first, and the guys who arrived before us made us hear their masterpiece. it was when they dipped one or two fingers in a wine glass[with water, not wine, of course], then they outline the top or the drinking part of the glass and it makes a beautiful sound... why don't you try it? let me know if you do it successfully! we then went to the billiards table then played billiards[toiNK!]. then i suggested a game of truth or dare, and so we did. i can't tell what happened. the guys would kill me. then we got bored, so we had a bull session. it wasn't really harsh, and we also talked about the people who weren't there. sounds like backstabbing? nope... it was something better and different in a notion which i can't explain.

i learned a lot after that bull session. i learned that i should understand the people around me and that nobody's perfect. i should put myself in other people's shoes before judging other people...

we were the last ones who left. angelique, kat and me. gio [lia] was 2nd to the last. jacob will be leaving for texas, america. boy, i'd sure miss him! all his jokes, funny remarks and not to mention his cuddly tummy! jake, if you're reading this, take care there! never ever 4get us orayt?!


Wednesday, September 21, 2005
good enough...

hey there...

we had a debate today. proposition: resolved, that the philippines adapt a federal form under a parliamentary form of government. got the affirmative position, also known as the pro-parliamentary one... i was assigned as team captain. my members were martina a. and jannica b. boy, they're good... so the debate went well, though i didn't win as best speaker. ron r. won first place, team captain of the negative position, jannica b. won and aimee g., 3rd speaker, summation as 3rd place.

nope, you may guess i was disappointed, but i was not. maybe a bit, but no... not that crying and mourning and blaming yourself.No. Nada. Not at all... in fact, through the awarding ceremony, i was laughing and smiling and shaking hands and congratulating winners and their parents. i was very happy even though i didn't win. to me, winning was nothing to me, though it meant extra grades and points in the honor roll, it was nothing. what was important to me was that i was able to voice out what i think was right. other teachers and parents thought i was good and wondering why i didn't win. and that was good enough...