ta-da! welcome to my world. :)

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

the oc

well, i am watching the o.c. right now, though I'm having a hard time since our computer was repositioned to the point that my back is facing the side of the t.v. anyway, i turn my head and see what's going on. it's commercial. hahah. i find Ben McKenzie and Adam Brody hawt stuff. I liked hot Seth//Adam dressed up today. With the pink long-sleeved polo shirt and jacket. it's so cute. hahah.

anyways, last night, I caught the Screen Actor's Guild Awards on ETC. All I remember is that I forgot the winners. hahah. George Clooney looked hot. Call me weird or ballistic or whatever, i wouldn't care. Despite the OLD age, he still looks the same, old, hot George. I only noticed the hawtness last night. Why I say so? At some angle, he looked like hottie #1. the guy that I saw at the burrito corner yesterday!!! oh yes he did. at the first glance. i was like. "OH MY GOD. This is so nuber 1 when he grows "THAT" old" they both got the powerful eyes, what can i say!? Ms. Alon just made me realize. Number 1's eyes are to die for. THey are BEAUTIFUL eyes. swear. It's like, one look and he can tell you what he feels. expressive. i love 'em.

oooH! oc's back. ryan looks HOT in that suit. anyway....

okay. okay. this one. old, old guy. dear mr. clooney.

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hahah. nice one.

okay....hang on. i'll check the OC

>okay. i sense something between marissa and seth's girlfriend, alex. no way. that's totally lesbiansim. not that i have anything against it, but marissa's totally a boy magnet. it's not like her to like a chick.

>oooh. summer found a scrapbook of seth's drawings of her.

>okay, ryan was shooed by lindsay's dad, caleb.i don't wanna explain their danged fam tree

>kirsten's jealous of rebecca, who's dead and not part of the story. weird.

Monday, January 30, 2006

someday i hope he will.

I'm so dreamy today.

I am so IN LOVE.

Oh cruddiness. You know why?! Why?!

BECAUSE I SAW HIM. FOR THE LONGEST TIME IN MONTHS!!!!!!!!!

No, it's not yajjie. Okay, what nick should I give, lemme see. Ah. (Kids Next Door) yajjie should be number 3. the guy i'm talking about is number 1. the other guy is number 2.

Wow. I'm so weird. I mean, I just have gotten over some stupid feeling for one guy, and I do know that I still love him, though I am, and will always be in DENIAL. And here I am, I have three new crushes instantly, and again, i am inspired.

Well, to tell you guys, I am the type of chikka who feels empty without having a single crush, or atleast, an inspiration. And the guy I'm talking about was my crush before I had a crush on nicole. So, there's somewhat history.

Okay. I'm going to talk. Here's what happened.

It's like this.

I just learned that my school bus left me. Which is rather very unusual, because they never leave me. It wasn't THAT late, but what can I say, they left me. So tired and sweaty, I trudged back to gate 5, knowing that most of my batchmates and friends are there. Then I found them though Lia and the others had bball training, so I went with arden, patrick, migs and abi. We went to the HS Canteen. I decided to buy an ice cream float, then i treated abi to 2o pesos, with which she bought a burrito, I think. Pat, Migs and Arden were sitting in this table and I joined them. I was enjoying my ice cream float and talking to the guys at the same time, when I looked up to the burrito corner and saw the hottest dream god alive. And boy, he was looking at me, his gaze can make me melt any second! So I jumped up and went in one corner to compose myself.
Arden was like, "vicky, bakit?! wala naman akong ginagawa! sila migs un!" hahah. So I sat down, but I got up minutes later because I can't bear Miguel's craziness. I swear that I have met his gaze more than once, and those gazes of his are like Cyclop's, from the X-men. Chum(-ette), then can melt! dammmnn. He looked at me, his eyes unpredictable, unable to show what he's thinking. There are actually times that I think I have an EPS, or maybe just a strong intuition. But in this case, my powers (haha. powers) aren't working. Not even the strong intuition. Who the hell knows what's going on with his mind? Who cares? The most important thing is that I SAW him again! Oh crap. I should be left by the bus more often now, wouldn't I? Kuya won't let me ehh. It's because I'm the only student in that side of Pilar Village, so it's really some sort of wasting gas. UNFAIR!!! nobody shall hindreth thy love to thee. shut up! hahahah.

Now, let's talk about...HIS GAZE. those beautiful eyes looking at me. The oh-so wonderful face looking back at me. And how the hell did I look? I don't know. I think I looked rowdy or whatever. I CERTAINLY HOPE THAT I DIDN'T, OR I'D DIE OF SHAME. Those eyes made me think that maybe, at some point, at some time, he did love me, or maybe atleast just you know, had a little crush. What do you know, it can happen! ;) I was thinking nga, while walking with abi on the way to gate 3, "what if, you know, he DID like me" she ddnt say anything. but she wasn't disagreeing. I was certain of that. :) Oh, I hope he did. Or maybe someday, i hope he will.

angas. freaky. :D

"so, you want a piece of me?"

cute cute fil-italian cuzn mateo. namesake of also a fil-italian, matteo guidicelli

cutie cuzn mateo flavio. he's not THE matteo, just the matteo, who's my cuzn.hehe. like mr. guidicelli, he's also fil-italian. one more thing they have in common, they're both HOTTIES.

peter moseley. princess loves this guy. and so do i. but she loves him more.

peter moseley. princess loves this guy. and so do i. but she loves him more.

oh, this one's easy. it's william moseley, a.k.a peter pevensie from the lion, the witch and the wardrobe. sey loves him, and i do too, but she loves him more. (love iah sey! mwah mwah. oh yeah. F*** YOU, SEY'S HACKER! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAUSED?)

yey! skandar keynes. lurrve him. ;D

skandar keynes a.k.a edmund pevensie. hottie to bits!sey says he looks weird. but i don't care. i still like him. :D

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i love this pic. i don't know why. i just do.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

songs.:D

Para Sa ‘Yo
Parokya Ni Edgar

Lumayo ka na sa akin
Huwag mo ‘kong kausapin
Parang awa mo na
Wag kang magpapaakit sa kin

Ayoko lang masaktan ka
Malakas ako mambola
Hindi ako santo

Chorus:
Pero para sa ‘yo, ako’y magbabago
Kahit mahirap kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa ‘yo, handa ‘kong magpakatino

Laging isipin lahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa ‘yo

Hindi ikaw yung tipong niloloko
At hindi naman ako yung tipong nagseseloso
At kahit sulit sana sa ‘yo ang kasalanan
Lolokohin lang kita kaya’t
Kung pwede, wag na lang

Dahil ayoko ngang masaktan ka
Wag kang maniniwalaHindi ako santo

[Repeat chorus]

Bakit nakikinig ka pa?
Matatapos na ang kanta
Pinapatakas na kita
Mula nung unang stanza
Hindi ka ba natatakot
Baka ikaw ay masangkot
Sa mga kasalanan ko

Pero para sa ‘yo, ako’y magbabago
Kahit mahirap kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa ‘yo, handa ‘kong magpakatino
Laging isipin lahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa ‘yo ako’y magbabago
Kahit mahirap kakayanin ko
Dahil para sa ‘yo, handa ‘kong magpakatino
Laging isipin lahat ay gagawin
Basta para sa ‘yo

______________________________*~*

When It Falls Apart
The Veronicas

I'm having the day from hell,
It was all going so well (before you came)
And you told me you needed space,
With a kiss on the side my face (not again)
And not to mention (the tears, ashame)
But I should have kicked your (ass instead)
I need intervention

Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart

Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are (anymore)
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

And not to mention (I drank too much)
I'm feeling hung over (and out of touch)
I need intervention

Attention to stop temptation to scream
Cause baby
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No

Can it be easier?
Can I just change my life?
Cause it just seems to go bad everytime
Will I be mending?another one ending once again
Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up (out) where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
No [x2]

Falls apart
Gotta pick myself out cause things are mended

______________________________*~*

Ligaya
eraserheads/kitchie nadal

Ilang awit pa ba ang aawitin o giliw ko?
Ilang ulit pa ba ank uulitin o giliw ko?
Tatlong oras na akong nagpapacute sa 'yo
'Di mo man lang napapansin ang bagong t-shirt ko
Ilang isaw pa ba ang kakainino giliw ko?
Ilang tansan pa ba ang iipunin o giliw ko?
Gagawin ko ang lahat pati ang thesis mo
Huwag mo lang ipagkait ang hinahanap ko

Refrain:
Sagutin mo lang ako aking sinta'y
Walang humpay na ligaya

Chorus:
At aasahang iibigin ka
Sa tangahali sa gabi at umaga
Huwag ka sanang magtanong at magduda
Dahil ang puso ko'y walang pangamba
Lahat tayo'y mabubuhay ng tahamik at buong
Ligaya

Ilang ahit pa ba ang aahitin o giliw ko?
Ilang hirit pa ba ang hihiritin o giliw ko?
'Di naman ako manyakis tulad ng iba
Pinapangako ko sa 'yo na igagalang ka

(repeat refrain)
(repeat chorus till end)

Saturday, January 28, 2006

wahahah. caught one!

well, i have never considered myself fairly attractive.

hahah! i am such a b*tch for saying this... here's the story.

i was chatting on YM with josh. eh my ate (househelper) asked me if i wanted to go with her to SM. at first i was reluctant, but i gave in. so i dressed up and tied my hair in a new hairstyle. it was the one that i tried during science period last saturday, though i lacked one ponytail, so i was not successful. it looked good. then i dressed up in the i feel good black shirt that i bought at the P99 store stall during the sto. niño festival. haha. i loved it.

so, i joined her. i washed my face, brushed my teeth and fixed myself. i looked somewhat great. :) then ate and i sent off. we walked to the end of the street. while walking, i passed by this guy, let's call him...yajjie (that's ms.alon's nickname for me. hahah) so i passed by yajjie. he was like i don't know. i can feel his eyes on me. tell me i'm makafal. but i swear i can. and you know what look i'm talking about. i'm so mayabang, pero i just feel good about myself. i'm so gago. hahah. ehh! it was the same when i came back from home from the traysikel (nice spelling) i can see him looking at me, though i was looking at the side. from the corner of my eyes, i can see his eyes. hahah. i am so gago. i swear. eh, what can i do? what do you know. what made me so kilig is that i used to like him. i liked yajjie for a day. when it was our neighbor's bday. grabe. hahah. he's 14, i think. and he has the dimples to die for.

" i feel good, tanananananan. i know that i would...."

haha. eh, what can i say?!

i just feel like being on cloud 9. hahaah. :D

today's a beautiful saturday

today would have been a perfect saturday if our cable operator haven't removed nick from its roster of channels. i hate them. hahah. everytime you go channel-hopping for the hope of having finding a sensible show to watch, you can always count on nick. and now they took it away from me. i hate them. the moment my mom arrives from the US, i'll beg her to switch to sky cable. i can't live a life without nick since i had cable.

and i'd miss a lot of shows. spongebob. timmy turner. ellie. sadie. zoey. ned. *sob* *sob*.

i'm so annoyed.

not that it's anything. but i am a hundred percent couch potato. and if you don't know what that means, that means that i'm a tv addict. and i am so hooked on to girls in love and ned's declassified school survival guide na. and they HAD to get it.

triple merde and poo.

i'm such a drama queen. ehhH!!!! hell do they care.

anyway, i woke up on the sofa. due to circumstances that i am unable to sleep in my bed. i just slept in the sofa. then ate breakfast. then watched t.v. i didn't have the usual saturday morning syndrome. it REALLY would have been beautiful. then i had to remember that there's no nick. *sob* *sob*.

and you know what they replaced it with?

PLAYHOUSE DISNEY.

DAMMIT. i don't even watch disney!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is suck-ish.

i'm badtrip today. i don't know why. it just fell over me.

anyway, i'm reading a comic in www.gurl.com .... you chum-ettes can check it out. it's really cool. they have these quizzes and games and everything. it's so hot. hahah.

i'm also researching on the cruddy galaxies. it's my project for science. apparently, my two groupmates decided to go individual. it's my first choice anyway. but we did win first place in the investigatory project. yeah. \m/.

there are so many links! i'm so lazy to copy and paste 'em. plus, i have to think of how to present 'em. cruddy crud crud.

i'm also reading this book, the fifth part of the confessions of georgia nicolson, "away laughing on a fast camel". it's tres amusant. hahah. i have learned quite a lot of expressions and words from it.

like,

tres amusant. which is french. it's not like you can't learn it from another book, i just had to learn it from these series.

and also,

triple merde and poo.

and...

vair vair....(fill in with an adjective.)

hahah. i love it. and you should too. i learned a vair amusant word. it's chum-ettes. meaning, girl pals. it'so amusing. ahahahah....

THE meg cabot loves louise rennison too. so, i think you guys should too...

:D

Thursday, January 26, 2006

i'm weirding out

wow. i love that top ten things to remember thingy. lia loved it. haha. i have two more to add!

11. BE YOURSELF. you wouldn't want a guy to fall in love with someone who's not you, right? you can't go around pretending forever.

12. DON'T THROW YOURSELF AT HIM. this is somewhat similar to number two ata. or something. don't act like a b****. please. do me a favor.

yan! i have twelve things to remember! yey.

anyway, i haven't blogged for days! this week was so tedious! haha. it was full of tests and homework just piled up. today, as a matter of fact, was the most stressful day of the week. i don't know why. it's just that at the end of the day, i felt all the stress piling up.

HALA! MY HAIR MIGHT FALL OUT! no way.

it's like this. one time, i was chatting with ange in yahoo mess. eh she told me about this namesake of mine who lost her hair due to stress.

angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:53:17 PM): gosh vicky
angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:53:23 PM): a gurl named victoria
angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:53:30 PM): has a sickness na
bratty_in_blue18 (1/23/2006 7:53:37 PM): anong song?
bratty_in_blue18 (1/23/2006 7:53:39 PM): what sickness?
angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:53:42 PM): nakakalbo!
bratty_in_blue18 (1/23/2006 7:53:46 PM):
angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:53:47 PM): wawa naman
angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:54:03 PM): ung my humps
angeliquelahoz (1/23/2006 7:54:21 PM): i forgot pero often trigered by stress!

waaaah. i'm freaking out! what IF my hair fall out! no way. no way. even though my hair is bushy as it can be, i still love it no matter what.

ano ba yan. everyone that i'm talking to in yahoo messenger all signed out. i am so annoyed. haha. i have no one to talk to na... lonely lonely lonely. hahah.

ayan!

i'm talking to someone already! it's don pablo, my busmate's cuzn. you can add him up: sillyman52001@yahoo.com

yey. i'm doing that for credit kxe he talked to me. =))

i'm so nice, ain't i?

kidding. KAFAL.

haaay. i'm such a selosa. virgo kasi eh. it also comes with perfectionism. i don't actually believe in those stuff, but I just find it fun to find other people with the same star sign as you do and you have the same characteristics. it's so amusing. haha.'

woah there. i'm weirding out. nicole just asked me if i'm mad at him. okaay. freaky.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

finally freed from the bondage of love. [wtf?!]

oh yes dearies.

i am free.

free from all the sufferings.the enviousness.the pains.the low grades.

i assure myself that i'll have my revenge.

and no, it's not the bad one. it's the subtle kind of one. the one where you go higher above the two people who hurt you the most. i mean, the part where you get a hot guy, higher grades, everything that you want, hot clothes and everything. God, do i sound like Paris Hilton? Haha. but still.

there are a lot of things that i learned in this thing that i entered. here are ten of them. and i'll share it to you guys.

Ten Things to Remember When You're Crushin' on a Guy:

1. be subtle. don't go head on. nowadays, it's okay to make the first move. the first move in the sense that you text first, or yout alk first. i don't know how others do it. just don't overdo it.

2. keep it as friends. don't go farther. let him do it. if he ever wants you guys to be bestfriends, or more.

3. never be dominant.

4. if you want to make a good impression [and who doesnt?], don't bad-mouth or backstabb other people. and don't tell him the bad stuff that you think about other people to him.

5. always listen to advice of the elders. tsk tsk tsk. haha.

6. always attempt to look good, smell good and smile! and yeah, always remember to feel good about yourself!

7. if ever that you find out that the apple of your eye has another apple of his eye, don't bad mouth the girl, or attempt to direct his affection to you. also, NEVER, NEVER be the bridge between them. i mean, never help them be together. perfect example: when he asks you to give "her" something from "him", don't give it. especially if it's something, like a teddy bear. believe me, it'll hurt!

8. actually, the best thing to do if your crush has another crush is to move on. what you should do is asses the situation. if you think you have a chance, then go, but be careful. if he's head-over-heels inlove, back off, i'd say.

9. in under any circumstance, try to tell the fewest number of people about your crush. that way, things will be easier to work out. if you really are into getting the man, and is willing to plan, then tell ONLY the people involved about your feelings for him. if you're the babblative kind, then it's up to you. you can't help yourself now, can you?

1o. if things go wrong and if he gets in a relationship [only that it's not with you], don't feel bad. i mean, of course you'll feel bad, but what i mean is: it's not the end of the world. there are many fish in the sea. learn to move on! it'll help if you have another crush [and i mean crush like not obsession or a thing below love, a fun-crush. a crush just for the sake of having one] if you're like me. sometimes, having friends help.

these ten things only work if you are full-on, having a big big gigantic crush on this guy.

one tip: THINK BEFORE YOU DO SOMETHING. think of what will happen. perceive and asses.

okay, so i hope those 11 tips help! tell me if they do! ;)

Friday, January 20, 2006

cHeEriNg cOmPeTiTiOn

nowadays, it's not like me to write in StiCkY cApS. except for i's and l's, i never write in sticky caps nowadays. i don't know why. i just put the title in sticky caps for fun.

watched the cheering competition kanina. woah, was the competition intense! the freshmen weren't bad at all. not even bad for first timers. their cos tumes were really cool, especially for the lifters. i could have sworn that they were my bet for best costume.

the sophomores, on the other hand, weren't bad too. actually,they were goOoD! but of course...

there was waay MORE tension between the juniors and the seniors as they were equally good. only that the seniors had more props, and other eklat-eklat and those stuff. their intro was good. it goes something like... "they were once freshmen..." then this green cloth stretches over the seniors in the bleachers. and it goes the same with them once being sophies and juniors, having a yellow and blue cloth raised over with the same manner respectively. i loved the choreography//actions//movements of the seniors in the bleachers. utterly amazing! i lurrved it. obviously, the seniors won.

and yeah, the juniors. they were GOOD! and man, they were! there WAS team spirit, and i loved it. haha. they won most of the minor awards. best male dancer, best costume, best stunt performer, best team spirit....the sophies got the best female dancer. they won first place. 'cha get it?

the seniors were CHAMPIONS

the juniors were the 1st placers

the sophomores were the second placers

and the freshmen were the third placers.

wow, the champs had a lot of money. they like, had a thousand banners plastered everywhere around the gym! the juniors came in second with the most number of banners plastered. hahah.

to everyone, congratulations!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

MOVIE REVIEW: THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA, THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE

Okaay! First movie review.

Movie to review today:

THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA, THE LION, THE WITCH AND THE WARDROBE

Director: Andrew Adamson

Stars: William Moseley [Peter Pevensie], Anna Popplewell [Susan Pevensie], Skandar Keynes [Edmund Pevensie], Georgie Henley [Lucy Pevensie], Tilda Swinton [Jadis, the white witch], James McAvoy [Mr. Tumnus, the faun] and Jim Broadbent [Professor Kirke]

StoryLine: Four kids [the four Pevensies] travel through a wardrobe to the land of Narnia and learn of their destiny to free it with the guidance of a lion messiah.

Okay, how do i start?

The whole storyline and script of the movie is very faithful to the book. Even some of its lines were from the book. Sometimes, the movie gives off a boring feel [but it ddnt make me sleep. i rarely sleep while watching movies], pulling out the story's natural humor [the book was funny :D].

The actors did a superb job of filling in the jobs of the four children.

Among the four, Georgie Henley was the one that i think was the best among the four children. Maybe because she got all the best scenes and had more exposure. But even so, she did her job very well.

Next in rank is Skandar Keynes [cutie!!!!!!]. Again, maybe because of exposure. If I hadn't read the book, I would have gotten really annoyed with him. Unfortunately, I have read the book so he didn't annoy me since I know what will happen next. But he did annoy my dad, which makes him an effective actor.

William Moseley, on the other hand, was given all the scenes, but i just didn't feel him. I don't know why. Maybe I was concentrating too much on Skandar. whaha. But he was good. He just needs a little more power.

Anna Popplewell wasn't exposed so much compared to her other co-actors, but even though not as exposed, she made me feel "it". She was good all right, and she played the know-it-all role very well.

As for the graphics, they were AMAZING. Aslan tooks 2 years to make, so it should look great. Also, I saw how the graphics were made in MTV Making the Movie, and I was like, "HOW THE HELL DID THEY DO THAT?!". They all looked believable. I swear. All so realistic.

The sound, WOW. Especially Aslan's roar. The music, it's apt for the theme of the movie itself.

Even the costumes of the children and the other creatures were cool!

On the down side, Mr. Adamson could have explored some more areas that can be nourished. Like the part when they had to fight Jadis not only because he has Edmund, but also because she captured Mr. Tumnus, who actually saved little Lucy from the wrath of the White Witch. They also could have increased the tension between Peter and Edmund, though I don't know how they can do that. I didn't feel the tension. And yeah, the awe of first seeing Narnia. Like, there can't be a land behind a wardrobe!!! I didn't feel the excitement of being there. Knowing that there's life beyond that wardrobe. There were also unexplainable things, like why the wardrobe was magical, and why the lamp post marks the beginning of Narnia. All the answers can be found in the first book of the series, the Magician's Nephew. I don't want to be a spoiler, so I won't say the answers.

All in All, i gave it a rating of 4.5 thumbs up. If ever I had that enough thumbs to raise. :D

credits to www.imdb.com for the list of actors, the director and the summary of the storyline.

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

it's been days

woohoo. there have been a lot of things going on with me this past week. specifically, today. it was a really bad day, but i ddnt let things push me down, atleast, not until the homecoming concert.

i'll talk later, i'll post pics of me fave chickas first.

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well, later. we're not using DSL [YET] so, our computer ain't that fast.

oh yeah. your girl is gawna have a make-over! from CANDY!!!!!!! how cool is that?

dahling, i ain't kidding.

there's this DEC. o5 issue kxe. eh it gave out free makeovers to who knows how many people. you have to send sum info about you and your pic via email and the rest is candy's concerns.

hell, don't get me wrong. i never intended to get a make-over.

i was like, just making gago out of it, i mean, i was thinking "why not try? i mean, you'd never win anyway, so just get on with it" and boy, was i lucky! hahah.

i sent it, then this monday, i received a text message from a number which is not registered in my phonebook.

it was from ade pala of candy. she told me that she called the house last thurs. and asked for my return call. eh, i have never been told about that phone call, so i called her na.

then she told me to call my mom and ask her to call ade since i need parental consent for the whole make- over.

no, i am no made-over yet, but when i get to be, I'LL KICK THEIR ASS[ES]. MWAHAHAH.

what the heck is wrong with pbucket?

there! one more pic! haha.

there! just the codes...

me beastfriend, LIA!!!
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fave chickas, L-R: lia, katherine, hazel and angeli

Saturday, January 14, 2006

sampayan in my teeth

just to let you know, i might [i repeat, MIGHT] be changing my blog layout in a few weeks, with my own layout. the one that i made myself. i had made graphics already, so i only need few more knowledge about html and css to finally make my own. hahah!

yeah, you guys might be wondering about the sampayan in my teeth. yup, you guessed it, i got braces.

and they're color BLUE! yey.

i just had them today. my dentist was really cool. he's really nice. we even share the same surname.

and i tell you, i'm going to lose weight while these braces are on! wow, it's so hard eating. and i mean, super. i like, ate in bb [brother's burgers] awhile ago, and i ddnt get to enjoy the food there, which is incredibly yummy. oh crap.

i'm planning to hide it from my mates on monday, i don't think they'll figure it out easily. what's the use anyway? they'll see it rn naman ehh. ay bahala na.

now what? no one's onlyn. crappy crap crap.

news just in: nicole decided to text me. FINALLY. he ddnt have anyone to text, or maybe no one's replying to him, so he FINALLY decided to text me. yah, you got that right. i'm mad. of course, i ddnt reply to him because...

1. i have no load.

2. even if i dd have load, i have no intention of replying.

why nanaman? hell, what kind of best friend is the one that won't even attempt to communicate? he won't even leave an IM. i guess he just doesn't care. you won't understand anyway. 'cause there'll never be a living guy who'd be as careless and ruthless [pardon thee [what the?!]] person in this world of ours. atleast someone out there understands me. a single person does. thank you, if ever you're reading this. actually, two of them, but only one shared the same opinions as i do.

actually, nicole, you'll never know what i feel. 'cause you're not the one who feels like a wh***, a s*ut, or a b*tch. you'll never know. nobody thinks that you are a wh*** or a s*ut or a b*tch. no one. that's why u'll never understand. [for the rest of you guys, please forgive me for using such words. please forgive my inexcuseable anger.] i don't deserve this. i helped you with everything. oo, naging dominante ako. but i would never have been dominant if you stopped me. if you actually put up to me. if actually did things wilfully and not for the sake of me being mad. i don't like lies anymore. i don't like excuses anymore, nicole. i have had enough of those. this time, i mean it.

Friday, January 13, 2006

wow, i've opened this page an hour or something awhile ago and i only get to jot down now.

Hey there! It's been long since I last blogged.

That sucks.

Well, today's a bad day. Usually uncommon for friday the 13ths... i always get lucky when it's friday the 13th, that's why i was actually happy when i found out that it was the thirteenth today. but i guess my luck has ran out. poor me.

well, i just visited the blog of ala paredes, and i think it's really cool. her blog template, which i believe was made by her, is so original. i like it. and her posts are so meaningful. naiiniggt! ahha...
here's the link. HERE! anyway....

i don't want to write about it though i want to. i want my blog to have this positive outlook. but you can't have a blog with a positive outlook when you're a depressed person.

why are people this way anyway? they know you're hurt, then they'd joke you about it pa.

"they're destined! it's destiny!"

oh, shut the hell up. they're so mean. i guess i'm just having those days. the sad ones.

anyway, you know what, CVE time [yeah, that's religion to you.] sir gerry cursed. he was reenacting someone from some scene which i can't really mention because it may offend some people. bsta.

he only said s*** and t*** i** lang naman eh. he ddnt wilfully say it. he excused himself before using it, so it's forgivable.

and yeah, filipino's getting really BORING. and i ain't lying. in the frst assessment, it was okay. the second ass., the semantic webbing thingy makes me just want to sleep.

filipino is so boring. i find social studies cool. oh yeah xur, call me a nerd. hahah.

you know, i have like this space in my desk where there are names of cuties in small post it's the square, small ones. haha. it's entitled..."VICKY'S HALL OF CUTIES" wahhaha. sometimes, i get so babaw. haha

and yeah, i forgot to submit my h.e project to ms.baby sombilon! eh it's stupid kxe eh. why ddnt she make the deadline monday next week nalang kxe? it's hard eh!!!!!!!!! crappy project.

IHATEIT!

gotta go now! i've been in this computer for hours...love iah guys!

y.k.c.i.v.i.c.k.y :)

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

tattoed on my mind : dsound

Baby you'll soon forget about all,

or maybe you'll miss it like I do.

One thing's for sure I'm on a doubt,

spend too much time thinkin' of you

chorus

And I can't get you out of my dreams

Now I know that you're the dangerous kind

And your smile is tattooed on my mind

And I can't get you out of my dreams

Don't wanna write,

I don't wanna call,

I would not know what to say

It should be you

That's how I want it to be

Tell me you feel the same way

chorus

And I can't get you out of my dreams

Now know that you're a dangerous kind

And your smile is tattooed on my mind

And I can't get you out of my dreams...

oh!Oh, Yesterday, I was feelin' safe,

oh All I do today is tryin' to be BRAVE

and no melody can seem to suit my mind...

AND NOW I CURSE YOU FOR BEING SO SWEET AND SO KIND [!!!!!!!!]

chorus

And I can't get you out of my dreams

Now I know that you're a dangerous kind

And your face is tattooed on my mind

And I can't get you out of my dreams..

Yes I know you're tattooed

On my mind you're tattooed

Monday, January 09, 2006

woohoo.

it's been long since i last blogged. woo. last weekend, we were out to punta fuego eh.

so, punta fuego...

it's is one hell of a place.

really.

you should go there, you know!

it's in nasugbu, batangas.

here's a timeline...

no wait. i'll just post the pics. i'm not really in the mood for a long blogging thing...

oh fine, i'll talk.

this monday, by far, is the worst monday in my life.

at the start, the day went by well. i was laf3pn with ange and the others..sumthng with forty...

actually, last sunday was bad. sunday night.

crap. i am dazed and confused and angry and hurt and i feel like crying but i can't

i tell you, i am such an emotional dump. :(

ouch.

i need band-aids for the heart... please?

ack.

UNTITLED

UNTITLED

"I am doubting,

Did I ever love you?

Or was everything

Just a play?"

"I wonder if you had it for me

Before you loved her

Back before she stole your heart

And tore mine apart"

"I am wondering,

If I really was a friend,

Or was I just playing by,

The stupid game we call love"

"I sigh and think

If ever that you were for me,

I guess I was not.

Everyone can see that"

"Will I ever find true love?

These six words keep repeating in my mind.

Asking God why?!

Why everything had to be this way"

"When will I find, the one.

The genuine article.

I have played by the rules and played fairly,

How come I lost the game we both play?"

"I'm sorry for everything,

I'm sorry I only told now

I'm sorry it's just a play

I'm sorry... YOU BROKE MY HEART"

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

elo there!

well, i have a new template! AGAiN! it's just how i want it! i find it cute...dont choo?! haha.

huwell, right now, i am chatting with luis carlo, mmm...and playing a game in some website. it's almost 1o and i'm not yet sleeping. why? because last night, i attempted to sleep at 9 and i got to sleep at 12 or something. i can't sleep! i spent the whole night at the bed. i was sound3pn. and i can't sleep! so i'm tiring myself as much as possible para straight to the bed na, dba? heeh

haaay........ i just finished making a blog for a friend, aly... here's the link : http://alytootzo8.blogspot.com

i made everything there except the posts! hahah.... :D and actually, the template was also made by sweet innocence. you can check her out at www.blogskins.com, plus many more other skin makers. weehee.

well, ttfn! haha.

hell's all back again....

school's back!

huwell, actually, it's not ME who thinks school's hell. it's me chatmate sa YM, luis carlo. it was on his stat message two days ago, it says "two days till hell" or something like that.

well anyway... i have a new template again! it's so retro. it's not like i'm a big fan of retro fashion and music, but i DO love retro designs! well, a bit of retro music though.

about today, well, the day ddnt start right. first off, i forgot my reading project, the reaction paper. honestly, i just left it here. i mean, i dd everything already! and i was so frustrated.

but God was really being nice to me that day [maybe repaying for making me suffer last december] because one thing made my day and dd make me laugh hysterically.

you know what that is? hell, that was Nicole, my guy bestfriend, and he had his haircut! what made me laugh is that it seems like garden shears were used to cut his hair because now, he looks like a freakin' soldier! ang raming nabawas na hair! God, can u just imagine?! =)) laf3p talaga! peace. weehee. Grabe, that really made me laugh the whole day. laughing made me forget about the project. hehe. and that was a good thing. i am so mean!

second good thing is that ms.avel let us submit our projects tomorrow since others haven't colored their projects yet, and aren't even designed. so that... was really, really, GOOOD. just got lucky!

the rest of the day went fine, though i had some difficulties during math, but everything was fine.

cve, did you know what sir gerry asked us to do? sir gerry asked us to be *corny* for the sake of our moms. he asked us to write down.....

*whatever we call our mom*,

How do I love thee//you?

Let me count the ways...

I love you because...

well, if you think you're lucky that i'll put here why i love my mom, think again. it's not that i'm not proud of her or anything, i'm just too lazy to get up and get my CVE notebook. why would you care anyway...?!

OFF TOPIC: i just saw this really cute black layout with swirls in it and i'm thinking about using it... wehe....

Fil: we had new lessons bout those simile stuff...

SS: i'm planning to prove to miss alon that i'm not the fickle-minded, loud, student that i think that she thinks that i am.

Science: it was a good period! lurved it. i actually am good in math! i am so encouraged!

Language: good. my book's messy...

mmm... it was ms.carmen's bday last 21st of december. we achulli have a gift for her, pero i ddnt had the chance to give her. :D

anyway, please visit THIS! it's a quiz about me. hehe. kunda weird, JUST GET ON WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll post the code here later. just click the link!!!

lurve iah guys to bits!

buhbi! i <3 u!

vicky

Monday, January 02, 2006

but it's not so bad...

the title came from a song by vertical horizon, the best i ever i had. i ain't done downloading it yet, tho. well, what should i talk about?

oh yeah. i changed my skin, ddnt i? well, honestly, i like the "im in love with you" one better. but i'm too lazy to change it back. it's cute naman eh. i'm planning to change it again. white kasi eh. and as much as possible, i want the whole window//page to be maximized, not like the past 2 layouts that i had. i like it better eh. ionno why.

God, i wish i know how to make my own blogger layout. now, i'm doing some research to learn more about HTML and CSS. i want a photoshop so bad. any suggestions on what to buy? haha. para kasing, u kno. you made it on your own, no one in the whole world will have that very same layout, so it'll make you feel proud. dontcha think?

Hoo boy. i haven't taken a bath yet. i stink! kddng, i dnt naman noh.

crap, me family, i, me tito, lolo, mom's friends and a friend of mine wud go to batangas, a beach, specifically, this weekend. the problem is, who the hell wud i bring???? i tried nicole, but he said he can't because he has to do his science project with his other groupmates. i wonder if that's true. haha. kidding. so far, i haven't asked anyone else yet. boo hoo. kakainis kxe c nicole eh. :((

so, mates, i'll be back later. havto go.

lutza lurve,

vicky.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

it's like, the first day of the year!

wow, i can't figure it's a sunday. last friday, i thought it was a saturday, then yesterday, i thought it was friday. now, i just can't figure it's a sunday. well, i guess it's because it's diff from all sundays that i normally encounter every week. normally, every sunday, we'd have breakfast, then take a bath [usually watching tv in between] then going to ATC, then going to mass. Now, i can't even figure it's a sunday. ionno if we're going to go to mass.

what am i doing right now? sound3pn [gwen stefani - luxurious]...uploading picutres in me photobucket account. ehehe. what else? i'm logged in to matteo guidicelli's forum, which by the way, is.... HERE!

i tell you, everyone out there is really nice! SHOUT OUTS TO ALL MFGFP!!! WEE!

soo...what the hell am i going to talk about? well, right here, in our snug house, we have about....6 people who are staying overnight, 6 people who're just visiting and my sole uncle who's staying here till the 11th. haha... so i guess it's kinda jam-packed, including our whole fam [w/o me dad]i won't bother to count. tinatamad aq. :D

[music: kung wala ka - hale!] oohhh... i just adore hale. besides their totally hot vocalist, señor arthur "champ" lui-pio, their songs are just so... soo... goood.... lalo na ung kung wala ka?! ohmigawd. hehe. here are the lyrics....

Kung Wala Ka - Hale

Natapos na ang lahat
Dito pa rin ako
Heto nakatulala
Sa mundo, sa mundo...

Di mo maiisip
Di mo makikita
Mga pangarap ko
Para sa'yo, para sa'yo...

Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..

Nariyan ka pa ba?
Di ko na madama
Kung merong madaraanan
Pasulong, pasulong...

Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..

Sundan mo...
Ang paghimig na lulan ng aking pinagtatanto
Sundan mo...
Ang paghimig ko

Ohh...hindi ko maisip kung wala ka
Ohh...sa buhay ko..

the line..."SUNDAN MO ANG PAGHIMIG NA LULAN NA AKING PINAGTATANTO"...it's just so, so poetic. at first, i ddnt know what the hell it meant [i mean, DUH. it's hard! ] huwell, here's what it means....

himig kasi, has two meanings. the first and the common meaning of himig, is something related to music. the second one, means the nuances of what i'm trying to say. in tagalog, kung ano ung pinapahiwatig ko, kung ano ang gusto kong sabihin sau... so in other words...in english...it means....

"follow what i'm trying to tell you"

yes, i figure it doesn't make that much sense. but what can i do? u'd have to ask roll for that. roll martinez. he's the lyricist//guitarist [or bassist?!] of HALE. ang lalim nooh? the english, so deep, i cannot reach! hahahah.huwatever.

btw, i think roll graduated from beda alabang. ionno. says in his credits at the back of the album...or was it in candy? ahdunoe.. hehehe. how am i supposed to know? haha.

hmm...what else? God, i'm craving for junkies again. maybe just one more last time.....!?!?!??!?! hehe.

anyway, i gotza leave already. im drained.

BUHBAI! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

LutZa lUUURVVVVVVVE!

beekee. :D

it's like 2 am in the morning

this is the latest time that i slept so far. or atleast, stayed awake. damn, i am such an insomniac. maybe i shud change my blogname to insomniac_chika. haha. kidding.

do i have anything more to discuss? oh yeah...

i bet you guys have eaten in brother's burgers.
well, apparently, it was my first time to eat there last night, and tell you....IT'S GOOOOODDDDDDDD! reaally good.

anyway, here are some random things that i've observed. random.

1. have you noticed the common "theme" or kwento for koreanovelas? it's always the guy who's superior. he's always the CEO, or the one who's next to his dad to CEO-ity. he's always the one who employs the chick. while, on the other hand, the girl is always the one who's lowly. the one being employed, the one looking for the job, the one who always has to let go because the love of her life is damn too rich for her, and his parents//fam don't want him for her....see? and usually, the chick always has to be accused of something, or is always bribed with money to leave the guy. basically, the guy's always rich and the gal's always...mmm...poor?

2. in filipino telenovelas. they always have to go through hard times. usually, the guy is always superior, but not all the time [i can remember mula sa puso starring rico yan and claudine barretto...way, way back. claudine was the rich girl who celebrated her bday, then got kidnapped and was saved by the poor guy, rico. heck, how come i remember all these stuff?]. basta lagin may masamang mangyayari. laging may twists.

3. what else? ahh... i got this from candymag, august o4 issue. anything goes.... ever wondered why there wasn't any apple-flavored ice cream?

4. kakaiba talaga ang genes ng mga pinoy. ever wondered why you'll never see any natural blond or blue-eyed person with pinoy blood//genes?

5. oh yeah, talk about filipinos in hollywood. there was this old movie, ionno, maybe 9o's or what,forgot the title, there was this filipina, who was hired as nanny in america, and she actually gets a line of tagalog. she was babbling on, going like, "ano ba naman tong mga batang to ohh..." something like that. i actually found it amusing. also, filipino artists are making a scene, like the famous apl.de.ap of the black eyed peas, mutya of sugababes, nicole[yes, the girl in the lead, whose voice you here sing "dontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me???" and "nobody gonna love me better, i must stick wit u forever..." is a filipina. obvious ba?] from the pussycat dolls, the speaks...i even heard batista, the wwe wrestler is pinoy. is it true? haha...

oops

i doubled the 1o. am i dumb or what? oops, bwal! it's o1.o1.o6 already! AHAH.xry for the mistake.