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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i'm drained.

now i faked being busy in yahoo messenger. well, i actually was busy since i was doing this survey in friendster! and now i'm doing this blog post.

yey, someone lurrves reading my posts: luurrve you to bits, princess!

anyways, i am totally drained today.

we had our practice for our candlelight ceremony, which originally was supposed to be this coming thursday, march 2nd, but it was postponed to the 8th because the 3rd years and 4th years have to use it for their own candlelight ceremony, though i forgot what it was called. haha.

the teachers postponing the candlelight ceremony is kinda good, since i still haven't decided on what to wear. talk about major procrastination. =))

i want to do some shopping! yey. i am craving for some serious shopping. unfortunately, i don't have moolah//dinero//cheese yet. crappiness.

mom says we gon' go to town tomorrow, which means, she has to be absent from her work? or do i go by myself? ehrr...whatever.

anyways, about me being drained.

well, after lunch, miss was nowhere to be found, and our class had to be taken to the covered court.

as the class president *sheesh.*, i have the responsibility to take them there. and so i did. and boy, were they pesky and noisy and gosh, they're killing me.

then i had to arrange them at the covered court.

and what did i have for lunch?

nescafe dark chocolate with milk.

that's what.

which is stupid, i know. but i was full at that time. i mean, i ate clover chips a few minutes ago, and here we are, about to eat again.

little did i know that i should have ate again.

agh.

when i reached home, surprisingly, i didn't just slump at the couch and sleep, like what i usually do when i feel drained.

haha.

here are some interesting happenings during our candlelight ceremony.

> i was chosen to light up the stupid torch (which, if i don't get careful with, might kill me. haha.). kidding. i was chosen for the lighting of the candles. which was good since all i need to burst is a piece to memorize.

> gosh. practicing ain't no mountain and breakaway are totally fun. :)

> at the afternoon part, angeli and i played thumb wrestling out of boredom. then dana joined in.


now, was that interesting?

nahh. i don't think so.

:D


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Monday, February 27, 2006

i'm back.

and i'm having this fishy and uneasy feeling all over me.

i don't know why.

hehehe.

nothing juicy has hit me.

OH YEAH.

let us celebrate my 1o1st post!

yaddayaddayadda. woopee!

hahah.

i was actually supposed to celebrate the 1ooth post.

but, i didn't really notice that it was my hundreth post...

i am soo awkward...

I DON't know WHY!

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i woke up on the sunny sunny bright side of my bed.

i woke up on the sunny sunny bright side of my head. oh yes. i feel good. tananananananan. hahah.

i had this dream last night...

of something...

it was really GOOD.

it's your ideal dream.

i lurrve that dream.

haha. i wish i'd have it again the next time.

woopee. :D

anyways...

i shall be back later. when something juicy hits me.

lurrve iah people.:D



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Sunday, February 26, 2006
ehrm.ahm.

what did i do nanaman?

this is a mean-ish life.

so anyways...

the first part of my day, which is morning till 12, i was a perfect example of a bum. HAHA.

the latter part of the day, i wasn't a bum anymore, well actually, i still was a bum until we reached atc. lemme tell you the story.

twelve till one, we went to tagaytay to pick up my mom since she attended this seminar. she had to let us wait for one hour there, since they still had to do some more stuff. therefore, i was still a bum. then when mom was done, we headed for the tagaytay branch of starbucks. i ordered a grande strawberry cream frappe, together with an oreo cheese cake.we ate it at the top floor of starbucks, which was open-air,so it had an awesome view, and it was quite chilly. it was the beginning of the end of my bum-nosity (WTF.).after that, we reached alabang town center (at about 6?), then i headed to powerbooks, since mom still had to develop some pictures, and we had to wait for her there, since we will attend mass. eh since it took her a lot of time to develop the pictures (plus she had to take tita relly home, since she joined us in our trip on the way home), so we didn't attend mass nalang (i am waay beyond sorry, GOD) since we had a visitor. so i had atleast an hour to read.

within that hour, i finished reading the first book in the gossip girl series, which i have been reading for two weekends already, then counting this weekend, three weekends. i am now moving on to: you know you love me, book two in the gossip girl series.

i am seriously lurrving those series.

i love cecille von ziegesar. ehrr...however you spell her name.

anyways.

so i read those books, then mom arrived, and i totally had to buy hotdog from smokey's (double chiz bacon) regular size,because i was so hungry... yumyum...

and then i reached home, opened the computer right away, and finished our class epilogue, because i really want to give it to miss ana on time. then, after that, i fixed my things for tomorrow, then joined in with our househelper in watching pinoy big brother. then there was this announcement flashing at the bottom of the screen. says that there are no classes tomorrow, ALL LEVELS.

ddnt get to chat with princess and mb today. how sad. haha.

anyways, i'll be back tomorrow...or later, i'd say. it's 11.25 already. =))

buhbai!

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Saturday, February 25, 2006
life in a coconut shell o1: LOVE

6Angeline just told me that she had enjoys reading the posts in my blog. Yey. This bloggie of mine has fans. =)) wahahah.

Because of that, I was encouraged to post another post here. heehee.

Eh since I just put down everything about my saturday afternoon, i'd just put down random thoughts and whatever.

OH YEAH

LIFE IN A COCONUT SHELL!

Almost forgot...

Okay, today's topic...

is everyone's fave topic: LOVE.

okay, let's face it. love has many faces. love can do you good, love may not.

TO THE HEARTBROKEN:

if you're asking yourself why all of this is happening, it is because it is meant to be. God let you learn from a mistake which you committed so that in the latter part of your life, you'll know what and what not to do. yes, love does hurt. loving someone does not come smoothly, they all have their complications. some fight all the time, some lack communication, some aren't just meant to be. eventually, you find out that you two aren't just supposed to be together, that something is just wrong, and unfortunately (or fortunately, depending on your position) break up.

lesson is that you can never expect a perfect relationship. cliche as it may sound, nothing was made perfect in this world of ours. everyone, everything has their/its own flaws. and we can never strive to be perfect.

another lesson is that you must always learn from your mistake. take your heartbroken-ness as a cue to a new start. take it as a cue that you should never do it again. one must learn something a few more times to get it right. take it as a sign that you should be happy atleast, that you are single again, and free from any complications.


TO PEOPLE IN RELATIONSHIPS:

learn to communicate. communication, loyalty, honesty and love are the most important things in a relationships. LIVE WITH THAT FACT. without these four, you are leading to an unhappy relationship.


PEOPLE WHO ARE LOOKING:

CMON. ENJOY YOUR SINGLE LIFE! =))


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heehee.

people are getting really fond of my icons. yey. thanks to aly and princess! hahaha...

and josh is the meanest guy in the whole, wide universe!

anyways, saturday afternoon...

angeli and i watched big momma's house 2, i might do the movie review at my multiply account (click HERE).

gosh. i'm gonna finish this blog post at multiply. i started it there na kasi eh. eh tpos, i put a lot of stuff na.

anyways, my dear blog, I STILL LURRVE YOU. :D

i'll put more of my icons sometime. :D


Friday, February 24, 2006
haha.

i made some icons in adobe photoshop. you can get them if you want, but again, who'd want them anyway? =))



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there they are! i'm going to use the last one as footer. so it's cute.
:D hahaha.


I'm gonna make more. I am inspired to make more.

Oh yes, I am.

I'll be back.



kakaloka.

anyways, just ended a conference with angelique, nicole and josh.

angelique left, of course nicole followed, so kaming dalawa nalang natira.

pero brb si josh right now, so i'm using my time writing in this blog! :D

hahaha.

now he's back...

crappiness..

well, i have 94 posts in this blog! yey. i lurrve posting. this was the first time that i was consistent on posting talaga. i am so happy.

grabe the conf kanina was so nakakaloka. SWEAR. laf3p.

well, i'll be back.

gotta do some stuff. :)


God is good to the first degree.

Oh yes. He is soo good.

You know why?

Because we have no classes today.

And why is that good?

Because I haven't finished the damned reaction paper at Science! I accidentally fell asleep while I was resting at the couch. I think it's for clearance. Plus, I forgot to print the header for the bulletin board.

Anyways, I was really bummed yesterday. Good thing Ms. Alon and Ms. Emily talked to me. They're really niiiccceee.... They're two of my fave teachers, together with Sir Gerry and Ms.Cora. Wahaha. Ms. Cora's so nice to us. gee...

WOW. Yellowcard's concert at the Electric Factory is on air. Gosh. I love myx. We don't have it in our cable though. I'm just lucky to catch it on studio 23. I am so happy. Mom told we we're gonna switch to a new cable. HELLO NICKLEODEON! yeah boy.

On the other hand, not having classes is not really good. Cause I don't get to see people. Well, everything's not that good anyways.

YEAH BOY! THEY'RE PLAYING ONLY ONE!!!

Gosh I am so lurrving yellowcard. They are soo good. I mean, their vocalist rocks, the violinist, my gosh. it's like a rock song then the violinist plays and everything's just melancholic, if you get what i mean. I lurrve them all. =)) Even their drummer and guitarist/s rocks. Gee. When can I have their latest album? OH WHEN?

I shall put down the lyrics...

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason



I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one



Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't,
I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone



And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one



Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone



Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only oneI let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one




I am waay beyond in love with the lyrics. It's so...my life! Haha. Anyways, you guys should download the song in whichever software that you have--that is, if you are a rock fan.



Anyways, I shall be back.


Thursday, February 23, 2006
gosh. i can't think of a title anymore.

Today wasn't really a good day, neither was it bad. It's... I don't know. I guess it's just okay.

Anyways, I am so in lurrve with yellowcard. Haha.

I'm trying to be optimistic and cheerful today, so i'd just write down random things...

haha...

Gosh. I lurrve the first song in our set of grad/bacc songs.

Mem'ries...

Light the corners of my mind (Light the corners of my mind)

Misty colored water memories...



shucks. i forgot what's next.


anyways, we have BREAKAWAY by KELLY CLARKSON as one of our candlelight songs. coolness. haha. but i think it's kind old already. as far as i can remember, it was during summer o5 that it was released as a single.

OH MY GOD, AMERICAN IDOL'S ON. I TOTALLY FORGOT! SHYT!


Wednesday, February 22, 2006
woopee.

listening to: leave me alone by the veronicas

well, everything's fine now!

everything's fine between me and lia.

i hope.

anyways, she wasn't the one that i was talking about in that post where i was cussing like hell has broken loose. okaay?

:D


Tuesday, February 21, 2006
i'm sinking.

just finished eating.

i think i'm bulimic. kidding.

no, it's because i just ate dinner *which by the way, is tinola* , and i feel like throwing up.
maybe it's because of the uneasy feeling that i have had for the whole day. maybe it's because of the something something. it has made me worry the whole day. what if we never become friends again? what if she chooses him over me? oh boy...

i'll just put down what happened for the day.

READING

> i am so lucky. i forgot my stuff for reading at home, and i was scared because i thought that we will be finishing our requirements.

> i don't know if this is good or bad, but angeli just reminded me that we have the oration today, and i forgot about it. and since i forgot my folder, where my piece is situated, i had to make a new piece, which is related to the original piece, though a bit more longer.

> ms. avel announced that we will complete the requirements tomorrow, so I'M SAFE.

> if you asked about the oration, it went okay. i got a fair grade of VS. but i think i could have done better.


MATH

> finished our SRA

> at first, i did well and i got to concetrate. when i'm working on the next set, i lost my concetration because of someone *who is not a boy*... i just wrote her a letter. i didn't get to concentrate right after.


RECESS

> as usual, bought food then left.


CVE

> i am waay going crazy at this period.

> we just finished our requirements.then sir gave us free time. angeli and angelique came near my place and we played truth or dare. i was actually listening to my ipod *which is a very stupid thing to do* but i stopped when i saw ms.carmen looking at our section. what can i do, i mean, sir gerry's there!


FILIPINO

> miss just handed out our results. then she let us practice for our graded recitation tomorrow.


LUNCH

> things didn't go any better. angeli handed me a note from her.


S.S.

> some progress. NOT.

> GOT STRAIGHT E at the MT! yeahhhh.


SCIENCE

> some fun sleeping. ohhh the ambiance.


LANGUAGE

> can't take it anymore.


i'm talking.

people are being mean to me today.
oh boy.
anyways, sorry about the last, last post with all the cuss and curses and whatever you call it.
i'm just soooooooooooooooo.......... feeling bad.
so, forgive me for that.
anyways.
God. i am so dead.
i am way beyond the stressed level.
merde and poo.
this sucks.
THINGS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THE STRESS:
> music quiz. God. is this what i have to pay for to get the make over? if i don't get this right, i'm waay beyond dead. i don't want an S in the card! anyone out there who knows what theme and variation is?
> the i-don't-kn0whowtocallit something. with someone.
> him. dammit.
> WHAT THE HECK SHOULD I DO WITH THIS DAMNED LIFE OF MINE.
> the stupid clearance.
i'll try to be back as soon as i get myself together.

vicky.





i am waay confused to the first degree.

talk later *if i can*...
i am doing a thousand things...
and a gazillion of stuff are going through my mind.
as much as i am tempted to blog it down.
can't.
DAMN IT.



haha. made this myself. simple, eh?


Monday, February 20, 2006
more.

today, i feel MORE worse than i have ever felt in my life.

today, everything just falls down. and at the time when you least expect it.

i can say that i am a pretty good actress. i can hide inside all the pent-up frustration. nobody noticed at the least. or maybe nobody just cares.

hell, i don't know what the heck is wrong with me. what the f*ck is going on with my life. what the hell i am doing.

SHE doesn't know how much she means to me. SHE DOESN'T. that's why she feels indifferently. that's why she misunderstands what i do, how i act.

i'm not blaming her. i'm blaming myself.

because i have been given time to escape. and i didn't take the chance.

...now, i'm in the brink of death. (hey. don't take it literally. i have no plans of committing suicide. atleast, not YET.)

why do i have to be ill-minded and conceited. why the heck.

i just don't understand what's going on.

I DO NOT LOVE HIM.

TRUST ME.

F*CK THIS. LET OTHERS TELL YOU THAT THEY THINK THAT I LOVE HIM. LET IT COME FROM ME, I DON'T. THEY DON'T KNOW HOW I FEEL. WHY THE F*CK BELIEVE THEM?

they don't know what's going on. they don't know what i'm talking about. they don't know anything. f*ck those people who backstabb me. who spread some lies to me so just other people can hate me, or hate me EVEN MORE.

i am so sick of this.

i have gone away with the flow, but i'm just tired. tired of following. tired of forgiving.

it's only a bit till you push me to the limits.

and if you do...

i'm sorry but...

WATCH OUT.


Sunday, February 19, 2006
i shall keep my multiply account...

haha.

don't worry, my dear bloggie.

i still love you more.

haha.


have i mentioned anything...

...about how i hate b*tches so much?


i was in the mood...

haha. :D

not in the mood to blog. maybe later.


Saturday, February 18, 2006
gnal alaw

currently listening to: nasty girl *notorious B.I.G feat. jagged edge, nelly and...? *

if you're wondering what the title of this post means, it's wala lang, read from right to left.

haha.

anyways, i'm done doing my profile in friendster. that is, if it looks good. if it doesn't, then i shall edit it. of course.

anyways, i just came from atc. just chilled. mom went to franck provost and had her haircut, chiara went to some bdaman tournament (those something somethings which use marbles. haha. what do i know? i am totally clueless about those things.) and i went to powerbooks.

i saw bamboo mañalac there (i am so lucky. lucky. lucky. lucky. ), the lead singer for the band, bamboo. i don't know why he was there. all i know is that he was looking at this shelf of books for kids. not sure bout that, tho. haha. he's wearing this red top, jeans, flip-flops and a black cap. that is so cool. he's not dressy or anything. i just lurrve him. haha. :D

so i got a mild headache from reading in powerbooks, so i decided to go outside and look around, even though i forgot to bring my wallet and cellie with me. that is so mean. hahah. so i can't buy anything since mom was still at franck provost. of course my sister wouldn't lend me money 'cause she's kuripot as hell. i just looked around, then i went back to my sister, then we headed back to powerbooks .

mom then picked us up and then we went to the food court since i was craving for fries.

then we went home. :)

haha.

no actually, we visited tower records before we went home.


hoo boy.

wala lang.


Stuff for your blog!

heheh.


i am growing really paranoid

i am really paranoid about "where-the-f*ck-is-my-phone-i-have-it-with-me-2-days-ago-but-i-still-don't-know-where-it-is"

oh my God. what if i left it somewhere and someone got it? what?! nooooo!!!!


Friday, February 17, 2006
I LURRRVE MEG CABOT

IDOL!

IDOL!

IDOL!

IDOL!

IDOL!


I LOVE HER. i swear. i love her diary. haha. you can check it out here

god i hate it. i want to be an ambassador to meg cabot. i get to have a free book then evaulate it. IMAGINE THAT.

i am such a geek.

=))


i have been posting simultaneously

so yep, i HAVE been posting simultaneously. and it doesn't really matter.

i'll just relay the events for today.

we had four tests today... and here's what happened.


FILIPINO - God. I hate Filipino. I USED TO like it. That was until the 1st assesment of this school year. Now. erlack. hahah. It all started with the stupid damned semantic webbing. i hate it. hahah. It's not like it's Ms. Leony's fault. C'mon. She's a funny teacher. You'd just love her doing her funny antics and witticisms. =))

Anyways, i'm getting out of the topic. We had a test in Filipino. A really long test that even 1 hour and 45 won't fit for it. We answered the Wika part yesterday and some pagbasa parts. Then the first test was asking for an interpretation of the paragraph that miss will read. it's so bad. I didn't do my best, so i wasn't satisfied with my work.

Then we checked. Got 7 mistakes. is that good or bad?


READING - Okay. Let's get this straight. Filipino's test time was supposed to be 1 hour and 30 minutes. AND READING HAD TO GET THE THIRTY MINUTES. they just had to. erlack. (let's get this straight. we answered the fil. test for 1 hr. and 45 minutes because the 1 hr. belonged to yesterday's period and the 45 minutes was for today. Then we spend 15 minutes checking.)

Reading, we just checked our mastery test. two mistakes.

RECESS - HAHA. recess was goood. met chiara on the way and she asked me to show her my crushie. eh ANGELI and ANGELIQUE (okay you two, atleast you get your names in my blog. :D )were leaving me na because they want me to have "sisterly bonding". in a thousand years, you two. so i hurried and i just asked kat to show him to her.

SOCIAL STUDIES - Tell you, I didn't even study for this test. Not even a bit. AND I GOT STRAIGHT E. oh yeah,baby. I am so darn happy. Because I didn't even study. AT ALL

MATH - Since the HPL's done with the mastery test, miss asked us to go to the Learning Center. No making noise. No one's allowed to sit together. I sat at the far right end of the chairs beside st.mark and near some section. =)) *some section. nice try* I had an hour and 3o minutes to day dream and stare into *ehem* *ehem* BLANK (i am laughing. BLANK huh?) space. I made this lyric maze. I'll scan it if i can and put it down. i am so addicted to doing some serious doodling. like the lyric//word maze. or maybe when you form a word and then the letters of the words are formed by the word that you're using. you get it? i'll try to scan 'em both. Math till Lunch are the best times of my life today. math is in green 'cause it's special.

LUNCH - YEAH BOY. lunch is in blue 'cause it's a really good hour. hahah. saw him and then the other him. then angelique saw nicole then angeli saw hers, and too bad abi wasn't there 'cause we spotted hers. the canteen is a miraculous place, i tell you.


SCIENCE - yebba. haha. science's good. GOT VS. sweet. i am so safe. hahah. i lurrve ms.emily. she is waay beyond nice. :)


*anyways, votation for the barkada of the year bluh bluh today. hahah.


a bit more, a little less.

today, i am a bit more tired, and a little less cheerful

let's face it. i slept at the wrong side of the bed. actually, here's what happened.

when i reached home, i just headed for the sofa and rested. i don't know. i was tired. i had four tests that day, i am worrying so much about something, i'm tired of screaming when i see him. i am just so tired after everything today.

so i slept, till my ate//house helper woke me up for dinner. so i woke up (mind you, still in my uniform) then changed fast then hurried to the table.

i wasn't really in the mood for eating, and the ulam was nilaga. so what i did was just drink (is there any other term for eating soup? ah!!!) oh fine. sipped soup for no reason. i am not like that. ever. and that's one sign that i'm not good.

then i went online. josh was online. lia was online. i was about to message josh because he owes me my testimonial in friendster but i thought "no." and that was just about it.

i don't feel good. and even chocolate won't work.


in a coconut shell.

have you guys heard of andrew matthew's book, being happy?

well, if you had, there's always this section at the end of every "lesson" and it's called in a nutshell.

in a nutshell features quotes, generalizations and the like related to the "lesson" which he taught.

now, i've thought of something a while ago, while i was riding the school bus on the way home.

every now and then, if i can, i'll have an in a coconut shell segment. in a coconut shell para pinoy. hahah. and yeah, if you use in a nutshell, that won't really be original anymore right?

so... in a coconut shell. :)


oh.my.god

i haven't seen my phone for days. but i'm pretty sure that it's not lost. 'cause i don't feel it...

it's like this eh...

yesterday, i know that i still have it, up until i'm home. then the rest of the day, i didn't find my cellphone anymore. but i KNOW that it's here.

and today, i'm looking for it, and i still don't have it.

i am so paranoid.


Thursday, February 16, 2006
wtf do i have to do again?

HUSTLE? HUSSLE? WTF, WHO CARES.

GOD. TODAY WAS A STEADY DAY. NEITHER GOOD OR BAD.

WOW. I HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO DO.

sorry all are in caps. :)

just droppin by!

be back if i can.


Tuesday, February 14, 2006
my heart is sinking with the titanic

i am having those bad mood swings again.

f*ck it. why do i feel bad?

and mind you, it's not because of the chocolate.

b*llsh*t life.


new template

new template. yey. :)


some pictures.


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Monday, February 13, 2006
make-over part I

i am currently in my mom's office, using her officemate's computer. i lurrve it here since it has ultra-fast connection.

anyways, i have had my make-over. it was uber-cool. swear. my hair is eva longoria-ish. gotta love me for that. hahaha.

anyways...

GOD. for those of you who have orangutan-ish genes, like me (how i hate to admit it)* peace to you who get affected* beware of...THREADING. FOUR LETTRS: OUCH. anyways, you can always opt for waxing, which i haven't tried, but i think it hurts as much, how the hell would i know?

so back to the make over, well, i arrived a bit late since my mom thought that the building where hairworks salon is located was the one in front of her office, which is the BSD MANSION. what we were looking for is the BSD TOWER. see the diff? anyways, i arrived 8 minutes late, and jennie was there to greet me. i lurrve her so much. she is so purty. so anyways, i found out that there was another winner, whom i didn't even get to know about, since there wasn't any instance when we can talk.

so what they first did was to thread my uberly-awkward eyebrows, which i tell you, HURTS LIKE HELL. i was closing my eyes but when i opened it, i realized that tears were coming out from my eyes. it hurts THAT much. and i'm not even a crybaby. i'm not threatening you or anything, it's just that, well, it's true! after the eyebrows, my upper lip then the lower lip (told you i had the orangutan-gene)

Dax, the photographer who mind you, looks a lot like ate muy's papa, jet, is taking like, a thousand pictures of me. it's like, he's taken pictures as if all hell's broken loose. haha. but he's a really nice guy.


...God... i'm so tinatamad na. pics nga lang later! i'll be back for part II. :)


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ETCETERA:

*so if you guys wanna see me, get the JUNE ISSUE OF CANDY MAGAZINE! mwah.


Sunday, February 12, 2006
explanation, please... again

now i don't have to explain why i posted that song now, would i?

i mean, the question is, why NOT would i post the song. i mean, any person who's a femme and is within my age range would post that song. it's so uplifting and beautiful and everything. i wonder who made the song? i wonder who sang the first part? i've seen the video, though i didn't pay much attention on who's singing what part and everything. i just lurrve it.

anyways, too bad about mutya, the sugababe's filipina ex-member. i wonder what happened? anyways, you can learn more about them here

oh yeah. i have forgotten. the make over's gon' be tomorrow! oh crap. i still haven't gathered all my stuff. obviously, i won't be going to school. nuff said.

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ETCETERA:

* we went to greenbelt today. actually, greenbelt, glorietta and landmark. they're all joined together!!!! erlack.

* went to mass in greenbelt.

* then mom and chiara went to some toy store somewhere while i went to power books LIVE (i wonder what the live is for.)

* i continued reading sloppy firsts by *ehem* *ehem* Megan McCafferty. I got the wrong surname in my profile page. =)) it's a really good book. but i still think nothing beats fully booked in rockwell. i lurrve it there.

* have i mentioned that i can get really cranky when i'm hungry?

* i am so annoyed with roxie and rico in the pbb thingy. roxie's so...ionno... she just annoys me..."whatever" and her making faces. rico, on the other hand is like an autistic person. peace to all their fans. from the start, i thought that they were cool at first, pero now, ASA.


ugly

"Ugly"
Sugababes
When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects nameAnd if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be
Cos people are all the same(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you
People are all the same(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you


explain, please.

okay, i posted the song kenji because.


* i am intrigued by it.
* i like it so much. the lyrics and everything.damn you if you don't think so.
* i always love songs/raps which talk about life stories. though i don't think he's talking about his own dad here, since a) it happened in 1942. he was born on 77. b) his dad's name is leslie, not kenji. so maybe, i can say that he was talking about his grand father.
* it has this weird feeling that it gives me. i don't know what that is, it's you know, a feeling that you should just listen to what he has to say, just like when you listen to your best friend/close friend's dilemmas.

so, i hope you guys like it. i am not going to give you the file though because i'm too lazy to put it here and i don't want to. you can just download it anyways.

you can hear more about michael kenji shinoda here


have i mentioned that my dad gave me 7 burned cds of artists, local and foreign? they are...

> fort minor - the rising tied (seriously. that's how he spells it. tied. i wonder what it means. in tagalog, it's ang tumataas na tinali. what the? =)) =)))

> sugababes - taller in more ways (OH GOD. i love this CD so much.it's a MUST-HAVE I TELL YOU. A BIG, BIG MUST HAVE.)

> mariah carey - the emancipation of mimi (lurrve it, lurrve it...lurrrrve it.)

> the pussycat dolls - PCD (go nicole!!)

> pupil - beautiful machines (ely buendia still hasn't lost his magic)

> 6 cycle mind - panorama (sige lang...sandal ka na...)

> sponge cola - palabas (yael. yael. wow. they have the most tracks that i can find in a cd. 21. imagine that.)


anyways. i love the sugababe's cd as equal as i love fort minor's. grabe. i love 'em both.

but i listened to taller in more ways more times than the rising tied. they had the most plays in my iPod for the day. :)

i'll post the lyrics for my favorite song at the moment: UGLY BY SUGABABES.


kenji

Kenji
Fort Minor
"Kenji"My father came from Japan in 1905
He was 15 when he immigrated from Japan
He worked until he was able to buy - to actually build a store
Let me tell you the story in the form of a dream,
I don't know why I have to tell it but I know what it means,
Close your eyes, just picture the scene,
As I paint it for you, it was World War II,
When this man named Kenji woke up,
Ken was not a soldier,
He was just a man with a family who owned a store in LA,
That day, he crawled out of bed like he always did,
Bacon and eggs with wife and kids,
He lived on the second floor of a little store he ran,
He moved to LA from Japan,
They called him 'Immigrant,'
In Japanese, he'd say he was called "Issei,"
That meant 'First Generation In The United States,
'When everyone was afraid of the Germans, afraid of the Japs,
But most of all afraid of a homeland attack,
And that morning when Ken went out on the doormat,
His world went black 'cause,Right there; front page news,
Three weeks before 1942,
"Pearl Harbour's Been Bombed And The Japs Are Comin',
"Pictures of soldiers dyin' and runnin',
Ken knew what it would lead to,
Just like he guessed,
the President said,"The evil Japanese in our home country will be locked away,
"They gave Ken, a couple of days,
To get his whole life packed in two bags,
Just two bags, couldn't even pack his clothes,
Some folks didn't even have a suitcase, to pack anything in,
So two trash bags is all they gave them,
When the kids asked mom "Where are we goin'?"
Nobody even knew what to say to them,
Ken didn't wanna lie, he said "The US is lookin' for spies,
So we have to live in a place called Manzanar,
Where a lot of Japanese people are,
"Stop it don't look at the gunmen,
You don't wanna get the soldiers wonderin',
If you gonna run or not,
'Cause if you run then you might get shot,
Other than that try not to think about it,
Try not to worry 'bout it; bein' so crowded,
Someday we'll get out, someday, someday.
As soon as war broke outThe F.B.I. came and they just come to the house and
"You have to come"
"All the Japanese have to go"
They took Mr. Ni
People didn't understand
Why did they have to take him?
Because he's an innocent laborer
So now they're in a town with soldiers surroundin' them,
Every day, every night look down at them,
From watch towers up on the wall,
Ken couldn't really hate them at all;
They were just doin' their job and,
He wasn't gonna make any problems,
He had a little garden with vegetables and fruits that,
He gave to the troops in a basket his wife made,
But in the back of his mind, he wanted his families life saved,
Prisoners of war in their own damn country,
What for?
Time passed in the prison town,
He wanted them to live it down when they were free,
The only way out was joinin' the army,
And supposedly, some men went out for the army, signed on,
And ended up flyin' to Japan with a bomb,
That 15 kilotonne blast, put an end to the war pretty fast,
Two cities were blown to bits; the end of the war came quick,
Ken got out, big hopes of a normal life, with his kids and his wife,
But, when they got back to their home,
What they saw made them feel so alone,
These people had trashed every room,
Smashed in the windows and bashed in the doors,
Written on the walls and the floor,
"Japs not welcome anymore."
And Kenji dropped both of his bags at his sides and just stood outside,
He, looked at his wife without words to say,
She looked back at him wiping tears away,
And, said "Someday we'll be okay, someday,"
Now the names have been changed, but the story's true,
My family was locked up back in '42,
My family was there it was dark and damp,
And they called it an internment camp
When we first got back from camp... uhh
It was... pretty... pretty badI,
I remember my husband said"Are we gonna stay 'til last?"
Then my husband died before they close the camp.


chocolate is my middle name.

have i told you that chocolate is my middle name?

meaning... it's...

ma. victoria isabel c. marquez.

c standing for chocolate.

KIDDING. hahaha. that'll be ugly.

ma.victoria isabel chocolate-marquez.

hahah...

but really, c is my middle initial, standing for catilo.

speaking of chocolates anyways, i am having chocolate extravaganza since my mom bought three packs of mixed chocolates, two packs, which include snickers, milky way, twix, 3 musketeers, and milky way midnight. the last one includes hershey's mini bars, with 4 diff kinds of hersheys.

God, that sounds like a trip to the dentist. haha.

anyways, my hair is in a towel, since mom put some olive oil aloe vera conditioner in it. the conditioner smells good. smells like those lemon star fruits. :))

anyways, i'll be back... i miss romeo.

=)) as if.


Saturday, February 11, 2006
after a million years...

after a million years i discovered where i went wrong and actually produced a lousy work of art in adobe. =))


this adobe crap is killing me

hahah.

this adobe photoshop is killing me.

though i still think it's good, though I still need a little more tutorials.

or maybe that means i have to read the guide that comes with it.

but seriously, i think it's really a good thing. i just need experience.

anyways, romeo is not available in YM right now. haw haw. ROMEO.

"oh romeo, romeo, where art thou thy Romeo?"

thou shall wait till thy Romeo is online.

fools, don't think Romeo's a real guy. I'm just using it as a codename. Well, I named him Romeo because... wala lang. :)) he's number 17.

anyways...activities for today.


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i had my braces tightened today. i also changed the color of the rubber, which was from aquamarine to pale blue. still looks cute. and if you're gonna ask if it hurts, well, not so. can be tolerated.

we went looking around atc. i bought 2 new earrings. make that three since mom bought one too, though actually, i can't consider me using it since it's short. it's dangling though short. pictures later.

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KUNG ANO-ANO PA:

* it's a shame you know, the whole ULTRA thing. kawawa naman yung people. let's pray for them.

* i told mom about romeo while we were in atc.

* we also talked about who's my prom date gonna be. we came up with...

> romeo.
> daniel radcliffe
> matteo guidicelli
> the son of mom's friend, miguel.
> the son of mom's friend, my ninang, nathan
> robert pattinson
> GEORGE CLOONEY. =)) =))

George Clooney? wtf? you wanna bring your granddad to the prom?

in a thousand years. :D

anyways...i'll be back... in case romeo goes online.


mommy just came homie

what the hell is up with my title?

anyways yes, my mother dear just came home from the U.S. last night. unfortunately, i was dozing when she arrived. but last night i was surprised to see some big something hugging me. it was not chiara of course, she's half my body. =)) anyways, mom accomplished the shopping list and brought even more. though the adobe photshop was 3 versions earlier, it was still cool. :)

so she got me...

a big white above the knee skirt.

a spaghetti-strapped pink camisole with black lace trimmings and a mickey mouse sillhouette on the side.

a red vancouver shirt

school shoes (bass)

adobe 4.0

the two books. :) hardbound.!!!

there are too many...i can't count and enumerate 'em all! *grins*

anyways... i am particularly interested with the book, then he ate my boy entrancers. it has a free mini CD with it. it contains...something somethings.


anywas...chirrah... i'll be right back later!


Friday, February 10, 2006
.....

good thing me ex-beshie went online. i need him because i am so frustrated.

and he's good in these comforting stuff. well, i am too. but not good enough to comfort myself.

anyways, shout out to NICOLE NATANAUAN! thanx man. you're ever reliable. hahah. even though you're not my bestfriend anymore! thanx! mwah. mwah. oi ange, peace.

i feel felt so bad. haah. felt kxe nico made me feel better! yey. i'm back to my old jolly self.


...thank goodness it's friday.

hah. i am so looking forward to this day. asking why?

> because i am so stressed. this week is so stressful. :)

> mom's arriving later! 11 pm. oh yes... it's so good. i asked her to buy some pasalubong for me eh. SOME. hahah. yeah right... i only asked her to buy...

*tees
*a tank top
*ready or not by meg cabot
*he ate my boy entrancers by louise rennison
*lipbalm/gloss
*shoes...school shoes
*adobe photoshop v7.o

see. i ONLY asked her to buy. if you come to think of it, konti panga yan eh. haha.

anyways. i am so annoyed with this vocal remover thingy. it's for our cve mastery test. unusually, we're going to present. :) i mean, it's not a written test, so it's kinda cool. :) and i'm not the leader, though i'm doing most of it. but i'm not complaining.

hay. i am so stressed about this whole voice-out thing. it's killing me.

okay...this page was on standby... so now i'm mad.

really. really. mad.


Thursday, February 09, 2006
...i just can't help myself. is that a sin?

oh ofcourse my title....it's a sin. irresistable temptation.

damn it. it's the third hale blah blah digest that came in. it's so annoying. it floods my inbox. oo nga naman, why don't i just change the options? two words. TINATAMAD AKO. oh yeah.

haha.

i am such a lousy student. i have 2 tests coming up, CVE (religion) and Filipino and I ain't studying yet. I am so mean

Anyways, I GOT VS IN SCIENCE. oh yes, who's your momma?

I am currently changing our lyrics in CVE.

by the way, it's mass kanina. damn, ate gave me my old gala. so it's sorta short. she's so mean. hahaha. i love my new gala! it's so long and everything. and i'm so frustrated since that gala will be used twice nalang. make it once, since i didn't get to wear it today. i get to wear it sa grad. haha.

anyways, i shall leave now. i have to finish a lot of stuff. :)


Wednesday, February 08, 2006
...and it's all that i've got

just dropping by. i can't resist the urge. i gotta do some homework. gawna give a rounddown of the happenings. :)

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> Gawd, the graphic of my template's good. though i don't like the textbox. IT'S TOO SMALL. it's not that i'm complaining or anything. plus, i don't have ALL the time in the world to go to blogskins and get another template. for goodness sake.

> The makeover's gawn be on the 13th.
* the plus side, it's before valentine's and i've got a great excuse to shop with mom since they asked me to bring some clothes along.

* on the down side, i can't go to school since it's from 11 to 2. damn. i'm gonna miss a retest on computer and the picking for the palaro. as if i would get pickd. but there's still a ray of light you know. hahah.

> isaiah o6 is in BIG, HUMONGOUS trouble. hahah. i can't tell the whole story since most probably you won't get it anyway. ah basta. just ask the others from isaiah.

> poor people who died in the ultra stampede, don't you think?

> i am so in love and in so big trouble.

> my momma's being mean. *sob*. this is so sad-ish

> due to the "trahedya" (as dia calls it) we might get an S on the card. meaning, making me lose my chance of having atleast a place in the honor roll. damn.

> the "incident" has gone really bad

> we just "saw" our grad pic. not really get our hands on 'em, they were just pre-printed on paper because we have to choose for the pic which should be bloated up. haha. i was so confused 'cause i looked fine on both of the pictures, so i asked michael and hazel. mike answered the first one, haze answered the second one! dammn. so you know what i did? i just asked ms.carmen. haha. HOO BOY. my pic was beside nicole's and his pics are way beyond hilarious. peace, sungeet! hahaha. :)

> i'm still bugged by the S. i'm not really THAT involved, since they didn't call me to confess, well, because i'm really not THAT involved nga. pero i knew bout it, but i ddnt tell miss carmen, which made her mad. tell you what, i wasn't the only person who knew. 3/4 of the class knew. that's why she's so mad. but during MATH time, she was cool. also during dismissal.

> had test in MATH AND SCIENCE. my two worst subjects. poor me. MATH was easy. SCIENCE. no way. ahhaha. but i learned to like 'em both. :)


Sunday, February 05, 2006
STARGAZING.

*pant* *pant*... details later. pix first. :) point your cursor over the pix to see the descriptions! :D


first pic for the day! buwisit ung sunlight! inside our (angeli.me.abigail) tent. barbie.kat.dana.angeli.abigail. angeliquemom and daughter. :) vix.katjustin's angels. angeli.justin.kat.angeange? what's so funny? ange.vix.barbiedontcha wish your girlfriend was hot like them? angeli.angeliqueangeli.angelique.abi.barbie.katTOP: gen.barbie. kat. BOTTOM:angeli. angelique.elysse ano kaya un? angelique. barbie. kat.cute! elysse.kat.angeliqueagain, paging for nico natanauan! haha. welcome to their tent! angeliquekat. elysse.ange.angelique...vix.angeliq.hahah.fooling around with the boys! justin riding on ziggy...lawrence riding on joshuamom and son. yours truly.justin! mukha nga kaming mag'nanay noh!GULO!there are two things to consider in this pic. 1. i am not holding patrick's hand 2. he's lookin down because his flashlight fell. okay?abi.me. nde lang ako halata! =))kat: one hawt chick!you lucky boy, joshua. angelique.joshua.genevieve



GOD. STARGAZING ROCKS. I CAN'T SUM IT ALL IN WORDS, BUT IT GODDAMN ROCKS. PAST GRADE 6 STUDENTS WERE LUCKY. AND SO ARE WE. HAHAH.







































































Wednesday, February 01, 2006
talkin talk is much as talk...

i am so annoyed. how come all these organizations release world-wide campaigns, though they fail to let the people outside a specific country to join! it's so annoying. i mean, i want to help real bad, and then something tells me that i can't join unless i have a UK address, blah blah blah. annoyed.