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Thursday, March 09, 2006
i can listen to the loudest music and still think it's senti. that's how bad it is.

i feel suckish right now. i really can't say why. all i know is i feel SUCKish..

therefore, i am on to the vale of sadnosity.

i feel really bad.

vair, vair bad.

and it's so sad on how i can't say why. this is supposed to be my blog... but still, other people can read it... soo...you know...

gosh. i really can't say anything good today. i feel so sad. i feel like crying.

i have felt the same way before, but it never was this extreme...or heavy.

maybe it's because i have no one to talk to...i mean, matino ah. everyone's minding something else...and i feel like i can't trust anyone enough about this matter. not even the closest, best of my friends...

or maybe it's because...i'm....

oh no. i don't want to think of it.

sheesh.

gosh. i'm getting teary eyed again...

i don't feel good enough for anybody. i feel that i can't give what is expected of me. i feel that i pretty much SUCK in everything I do.

as a friend.as a student.as a daughter...even as a blogger.

*sob**sob*

damn it. the tears ain't rolling down...

just when i needed them to...