I was too lazy to just edit the post before. I'm currently the 36th Box Office Awards blah blah blah
Oh my Gehd. Why did Yasmien win? HELLO. No offense, but Nikki Gil's voice is Golden. AW BOY.
Be back. I really don't feel like blogging at the momento.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! I am talking to you from the seat of civilization, and by that, I don't mean by the Comfort Room. I can't figure out who finds comfort in the comfort room. Alicia Keys, that's who.
Anyways, I came home from ATC, where I spent the day with my Vati (meaning my father. C;) and sissy. Yes, that's every Sunday. But sometimes we don't go out for some unknown reason. But today, my dad pitied my cellie so much that he agreed to buy me new housing and "condom". BEFORE thinking of anything (you perv), a condom is what people call those things that protect the cellies--be it plastic, silicon casing or rubber. Now, don't get me started on what i think they were named as such. Apparently, the person who called it such values his cellie as much as his "thing". ANYWAYS. (WHY THE F*** ARE WE TALKING ABOUT THESE STUFF?) So yes, my dad bought me this SpongeBob Squarepants Housing (which looks really peculiar) and the "ehem". Now all I need is a memory card, which we will buy tomorrow, with my beloved Mom.
Oh yes.
Oh, we shall be eating.
I shall edit this post later.
Ano ulam?
I am seriously freaked out. I am a bit halfway on the Da Vinci Code (I stopped) and hell knows how freaked-out I am.(my blog, you are my only friend. HAHA) SUPER. And no one's nice enough to bear me being creeped out. And yeah, it's Sunday already, so GOOD MORNING. SUNDAY? BOO. God knows I don't like Sundays. What else is new? Duh. Oh please oh please oh please. I need a miracle. Anyways, I am planning to put a playlist in my nav bar and something like when you feature a pic that you like.
MAN. There's nothing good on TV. HELL.
Anyways, let's talk bout somethin else.
I was watching this The Tyra Banks show, and it was Stacy Keibler was guesting. She had this catchy quote that she lives by: "Don't wish for it, work for it". Which kind of works IF YOU ACTUALLY HAVE A JOB.
So, in a student's life, here's how I'll work for my previous wishes (see Apr. 26)
1. Wish: N737o
How to work: Suck up to your long-lost Ninongs and Ninangs
2. Wish: Tons of Havaianas
How to work: Hunt the creator of Havaianas and marry him (or her. EW. haha!)
Another option: Join gazillions of promos that give out money as prize. LOTTO! LOTTO!
3. Wish: Lacoste Pink
How to work: Easy peasy. Wait for your birthday and ask for it. HAHA. Depends when yournext birthday actually is.
My dear blog, YOU MADE ME FEEL GOOD.
Now I've found my comfort "thang". Now I know my "thing". Blogging. Not having a diary, BLOGGING. I'm too lazy to write! Haha. I'm just not the diary person. Naw. I was made to live in the future.HAHA.
Now I know I can't go in Big Brother's House. (as if in any circumstance that I will.. HELL NO)
Anyways, have I told you that we baked a while ago?
thinking...
checking...
Nope, I haven't.
Well, we baked Choco-chip cookies awhile ago.
Kind of too sweet.
I'll post the recipe when the mood hits me.
I PROMISE. ;)
For the meantime, I'll just ramble about different stuff.
Hey, how about that. I'll make a survey! And answer it! Yes.
Okay, okay. Organize.
If you wanna steal it, then do so.
--blog--
1. Do you own a blog?
-- this is a fairly stupid question you know, since I'm posting this survey in my blog.
2. Okay, so you own a blog. What powers your blog? (Live Journal, Wordpress, Blogger)
-- besides Meralco, hehe, Blogger.
3. Is this your first blog? Or have you made previous blogs? If so, how many?
-- nowp, definitely not my first blog. but it IS the only blog that...you know, made me feel the essense of what blogging really is. any previous blogs? yes. TONS. i had atleast 5 with Xanga, 1 with LJ and atleast 3 with Blogger. This is the 3rd one.
4. Colors of your blog?
-- brown, white, black.
5. Theme of your blog?
-- yellowcard.ohh yes.
---- INTERRUPTION. I just got choco chip kookies from the dining room, AND WOW, our househelper has SOME invention. NOBEL PRIZE! haha. You know what she did to shove away the poor little antsies (you little bastards. i hate you.) away from the yummy scrummby cookies? She got this ice cream container (the nestle ones.) and then she put water in it, then put this small plastic jar in it,then she balanced the containers of the cookies on top. AHA. FAR AWAY FROM LITTLE LANGGAMIES. OH yeah. well, back to the survey. HAHA
6. How long did it take you to find/make your layout?
-- not sure. but i'm sure of one thing, and that's i did it fast. no bragging here, it's true. Hey, I was listening to yellowcard's soundtrack.
7. When did you start blogging?
-- September o3. But blogging, blogging, years and summers ago. c;
8. Why do you blog?
-- several reasons. one is, it's one of my few outlets. i need it badly. super.
9. Every when do you blog?
-- almost everyday.
10. If there's one thing you'd love to change about the blogosphere, what would you change?
-- i wouldn't go around and say nothing, and sound cliche. what i want to change is people who copy and don't respect what other's efforts are. it's offensive and i shoudn't give a damn, but it's stupid. what's the whole essense of having a blog when you can't even voice out and be who you are!
My sincerest apologies to Aly Mercado for not posting this earlier, since our Goddamned PC internet connection won’t budge. I’ll be editing this post later, and I’ll be posting my supposed-to-be post for April 27. Be back later. ;) I'm using mom's laptop and wifi internet connection.
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i am currently:
Goddamn it Aldred! You're wasting your chance. Argh. Sayang YUN!!!!! Shitness. My gehd.
Anyways, I am currently loving Mikee and Kim. Woohoo.
Peace to Bam fans, but I would have liked him more if not for his mol-eh. He's quirky and funny alright. Hahal.
Anywho, be back tomorrow. Reporting about my bad, bad Sunday (guaranteed.)
Hey, guys. Go to the YFC Camp hah!
I have so many things to blab about. It's like I haven't blogged for a month (which is not likely to happen, ever.) while on the contrary, I haven't blogged for a day! My God. See? I know that you're tired of me posting and updating everyday, but I can't help it! I honestly can't. I want to blog about everything that I see, everything that I think of. And I'll tell you, I think of a thousand stuff. Yes I do. Well, let's begin. Hehe.
For starters, I have a new layout! Yey. It features Yellowcard and a part from their song, "Waiting Game". And also a bit from, "Only One" and "Ocean Avenue". Yes, I have finally made a layout that features Yellowcard. And I lurve it to the fullosity. For me, it's molto fabuloso.
About the layout?
Well, at first, I was supposed to make a layout about The Click Five. And I was talking to Ate Muymuy (who wishes me to have fun blogging, hehe.) in Y!M, and I was asking her if I should feature a layout with The Click Five or Ben McKenzie//Mischa Barton, she said that I should feature "Ben Mckenzie AND James Lafferty" (Nay, Brokeback. haha. Kidding). So I was like, Click Five nalang. And then "Rough Landing, Holly" came in the playlist sa iTunes, and I asked her (a fellow Yellowcard fan.haha!), "Yellowcard nalang kaya?". She was like, "Yeah". So yun. And then I went offline to make a new layout. I edited the desired C5 (No, not the road, the band, it's the short cut for The Click Five since their name is too long. And yeah, I still can't forgive them for choosing such a name. peyce, brotha. HAHA.) picture, and I felt na, there's somethin wrong. So I started making the Yellowcard thing and things just flowed and they went out right (Destiny! ngak. Haha.). And there you go, Yellowcard it is. Plus, when I was making the layout, I was listening to their songs sa iTunes, so I was inspired. ;)
Okay okay. Next topic. (Hassle to. Haha. This is my problem. I always have something to blog about) TODAY. Haha. Today, I started my piano lessons, and Chiara started her guitar lessons. Hey, I'm smelling a good guitarist here. Chiara's pretty good you know. But she still
crazy about the drum mania thing. I mean, I am too. But not as crazy as she is. Hehe. Next time, I'll show you how much Chiara looks like the vocalist of Kamikazee. I swear, from the hair to the face. My gehd. Haha.
And yeah, a lot of funny stuff happened. Like when Muy farted and Chiara was lying behind her, and when Muy farted again (she has serious constipation problems.) while Chiara was examining her butt (she does that all the time. Haha!!! ). Unlucky gerl.
Ohh right.
ATENSHEN
WHO: As long as you're a teen, you're in!
WHAT: Youth for Christ
WHERE: Alpadi, Antipolo (where 4th year students from Beda have their retreat)
WHEN: May 12-14.
WHY: Your chance to become closer to God.
OTHERS: Fee is P9oo. Meeting place in McDonald's Alabang Zapote Road. Call time is 1pm. They have transportation na, but it wouldn't hurt if you wanna provide transportation for the group. Bring your PJs for the party, and your parents SHOULD come at the 14th, which is the last day.
CONTACT: Aly Mercado (her blogs are
here and here) or text her at 09286036712
I would want to join, but I think that I can't cause I might be gone. No, not dead, but away to somewhere else.
And by the way, I wantoo change my prof in friendster. It's soo messy. ;)
Last year, we tackled the friggin' difference(s) between using the word "hope" and "wish" in a sentence (plus a modal.) For those of you who never had the nerve to listen to your teacher, I'd give a brief generalization. You use "wish" (plus modal. for example: could, would or anything in the past form that fits HEHE ) if the "something" that you're wishing for is quite impossible to achieve. For example. "I wish I could marry Ben McKenzie" (which is clearly impossible. But if he proposes, I won't accept cause he's like, waay over the age difference line. HEHE). Now, you use the word "hope" (plus modal in present form. example: can, am, will) if the "something" is sort of attainable. For example, "I hope I can make a blog post tomorrow" (which is clearly possible). Now that we all know how to use these words, let's use it in sentences! (Do I sound like a teacher or what.)
I AM HOPING FOR THE N7370 FROM THE NOKIA L'AMOUR COLLECTION
"Hoping" raw ang ginamit. Dios Mio, whoever has the money to buy me that phone? It's so expensive. I don't know how much, but I just know it. HAHA! It's so glorious and pretty and and... and... I DON'T KNOW! Words aren't fit to describe such a heavenly blessing.
And if you're asking, yes, they're the phones usually advertised by the "freaky" (as dubbed by Joshua) commercial before movies start. But I like that commercial. It's so creative. Hehe.
The gold one is glorious.
Soo, if you do have money, and you're planning to buy me one, leave a message at my Cbox. HAHA. There, another oppurtunity for "hope". I hope someone kind enough will buy me that cellphone. Haaay, Vicky. Continue dreaming, and using hope.
Next one.
I WISH I COULD HAVE THIS MANY HAVAIANAS.
No kidding. I used "wish" 'cause it's waay more impossible than the 737o thing. I barely have 10 havaianas, and DUH.
I am so in love with flip flops. HAHA!
Last stop (at least for now, I can barely think of anything else more extravagant to wish for. Hehe.)
I HOPE I CAN HAVE THE LACOSTE TOUCH OF PINK 
My momma used to have this (but I used 'em all up because I was so inlove with it). Seriously. It smells femme. Smells really good. Might even be good enough to attract Mr. Harry Potter when I meet him in London. THERE! Another opportunity to use "hope". I hope I get to meet Daniel Radcliffe when we go to London. Ayan, isa ulet. "hope". I hope the embasssy lets us go to London because I'm dying to do so. You see, we still have this interview on May 3 in the U.K. Embassy. I mean, WHY?! We're nice, and we never committed any major crimes!!!!!!!!!!!! Dammit. Oh well. Just pray for us. If we get accepted, we'll leave May 8. Not sure if I'll be on a hiatus. But I assure you that 75% I'll get to go online. I hope not. It'll be easier to blog down stuff day by day than sum them all up in one very long blogpost. Ohwell.
OH yes! I'LL BE ABLE TO GO TO THE LAND OF BILLY SHAKESPEARE!
As Louise Rennison dubbed it. Well, I might be able. But I want to assure that I'll go. Heheh. Think positive nga, dba?
Today was a mix of emotions (TV-wise). I was almost going to break my promise of being back today, but then, I'm alive and here. ;)
It's a rough landing, Holly!
Yeah baby. I love the shows on TV today. WHY? For starters, I chanced upon the Click Five guesting (again) at MTV Pop Inc. I'm not a big fan of the Click Five, but I do lurveee their songs. Especially their latest, "Catch Your Wave". And yeah, their good looks aren't bad, now, aren't they? Their vocalist is soo cute. Woohoo. I'll post the lyrics sometime tomorrow. Or some other day. Or... ack, just when the right mood strikes me. Haha.
So after the whole "Click 5" (I still can't get over why they chose such a name. It's so boyband-ish. sayang.) thing, I watched the usual dating shows that I love watching, Blind Date and the Fifth Wheel. They are soo amusing. Hehe. Then I was switching channels when I switched to MTV. I was like, WOW, cause they were showing the shooting for YELLOWCARD'S latest music video for their single, Rough Landing, Holly. Now, if you have the same cable as we do, that'd be really hard to chance upon since the only steady music channel that we have is MTV. What can I say, the music video's GREAT. Really. Super creative. I love the part when they kiss this girl then the girl turns left and then kisses (the girl changes too noh.) the other band member. Hey, I'm not being a perv here, it's just so unique and amusing. Daya nga, the vocalist Ryan Key gets to kiss two chicks. Wow. Haha. Plus, I find their violinist cute(-ish) in the moreno(-ish) way. Woohoo. In general, I'd give, Rough Landing, Holly five out of the scale of five.
I was expecting Yellowcard to release some other single, like "How I Go" or "Waiting Game" or "Hollywood Died". But oh well, I love "Rough Landing, Holly" as much.
Then after that, I got so sleepy that I had a quick nap, then woke up bout, 7? Just in time for dinner. Ate dinner (Tinola, baby. Yum yum.). Then watched Family Guy (lurrve that show) for a while, then kept on switchin channels. And then switched to ETC for Queer Eye for the Straight Guy (REPLAY. ACK.) then waited for America's Next Top Model.
BS!!!!! BS!!!!! They eliminated BRITA? What the hell were they thinking? That was so Goddamn stupid. Like, hello. DUH! Man, I just don't wanna think about it. Brandy clearly has some 'tude problems and they got her? EEEE. Annoying! I mean, Brita can improve that shot that was "bad". But bad habits die hard!!!! BS.
Anyways, I'll be up till 4.oo. Gonna watch That 7o's show later! That show is hilarious. Super.
Hey there, chumies! I just added a new option in my sidebar, which is blogger of the month. The blogger of the month will be featured for a month, and will be replaced every 24th of the month. I still haven't thought of what to give to the up and coming bloggers of the month(/s ish), but I'm thinking maybe a plug-in image? Not sure. What do you guys think?
The screencap of Princess' blog is rather large, which doesn't fit to my sidebar. I'll just fix that sometime else.
Have to go, just want to let you guys know about the blogger of the month.
Btw, watching Pinoy Big Brother! Haha! I'm intrigued with the "teen" edition. I don't get it. They're all, well, not rich, but what you'll consider "may kaya".
Anyways, be back tomorrow. ;) That's a definite promise.
Have I told you how much I love Freaky Friday? I mean, I have watched it more than a thousand times (re-runs on TV, what can I say?), and I never get so tired of it. And the only movies that I never get tired watching (so far) are...
So 2 out of my 5 favorite movies of all time are by Lindsay Lohan, and 2 out of 5 are by Anne Hathaway. See how it sucks to see them both strip down? I mean, Lindsay with Vanity Fair and Anne Hathaway with Brokeback. Ewww. I was way beyond surprised with Anne Hathaway doing that. I should have taken Janroe's warning about that movie. And Lindsay Lohan with Vanity Fair? Well, not-so surprising, 'cause if you do take a look at her music videos for "Rumors" and "Over", they weren't exactly like your typical conservative i-starred-in-parent-trap personality. Oh well, I guess people and things change.
Anyways, speaking of Freaky Friday, I really loved Jamie Lee Curtis' performance in that movie. Not that I have seen any of her other movies, but I can really tell that she was gooood at this one. Cmon, you wouldn't call it easy if you're a 40+ woman playing a teenager! Hey, that's hard. Lindsay was good at this one too. "Is that a tone? Are you using a TONE with me?". LOL! Hahaha.
EEE. Chad Michael Murray isn't what you'd consider hot in this movie. Just look at that hair, man! But I do love his voice. I mean, it's so smooth and sexy and everything.
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Speaking of voices, I was channel hopping last night and I chanced upon the not-so new music video of Walk Away by Kelly Clarkson. I actually have seen it before, in one epsiode of TRL. Of all her music videos, this one's my favorite. It's so cute. Haha. Plus, Kelly actually looked HOT in this video. Here's to Kelly Clarkson!
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Oh, Oh. I'll be back. Lizzie McGuire on TV! Haha. I know, corny. I'm not your typical Hilary fan, but I just really love those types of shows. That's the ultima-number one reason that I miss Nickelodeon.
I feel sad. My mom's not gonna see us tomorrow. I always look forward to Saturdays. Tapos wala pa. Haaay. I feel so sad. :(
Since I've been yakking non-stop about my friends, it's good for you to get to know them. Haha.
(fig 1) (fig 2)
(fig 1)Okay. This isn't part of the story. But Ate Monica took this one candidly, while I was yakking about someone *ehem*. I love talking to the two of em. Muy and Margot, I mean. I can be as disgusting and rude and whoever when I'm with them. Maybe it' s because I grew up with them. My very first time going out with friends was with the two of them, when I was like, about, 5? Muy's four years older. Margot's a year older.
(fig2) Muy and Jet! Haha.
(fig 3) (fig4)
(fig 3)Muy and my li'l sissy,the renowned lead singer of Kamikazee . Chiara's very sick right now.Poor gerl
(fig4 )Me. Ate Monica. Chiara. Fooling around with Monica's aviators.
MONICA. TSONGG!
Haha. I love these guys. Well, I still don't have a pic of Margot. But if I get hold of it, I'll surely post it here.
Stats:
Ate Muy
Real Name: Monica Joann Guevara
Birthday: June 22
Address: Across our house diagonally. BEH. x-p
Margot
Real Name: Margarita dela Cuesta
Birthday: July 2o
Address: Beside our house.
HAHAH.
I just love em all. Pati si ate chickee!
tsonngg. CHICKENJOY from MCDO! Hahahah! Edit this post later. I'm over at Muy's house. ;)
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Since I returned to my regular everyday afternoon visit to Ate Monica's house, my vacation has never been better. I mean, simply just getting out of the house and over to someone else's is quite an adventure, actually. It just livens up my day.
Anywho, we ordered out from MCDO awhile ago. We were in Muy's house when we ordered. Wee. I accidentally said, "Ate, ate, chickenjoy ah!". Then Muy's boyfriend suddenly burst to laughter. "CHICKENJOY?". And then I thought of it, and I laughed with them.
Then food came.
Funny thing that happened was, when I was gone (went back home to get money for Coke), Chiara got from my french fries (2 sticks to be specific) cause she didn't order (Muy made her libre. QUARTER POUNDER). And Margot told me about it, and while she was gone, I took a HUUGE bite from from her burger. She got mad when she knew, so she took a HUGE bite from my Cheeseburger, but I demanded for her to let me bite her QP again cause it's really her fault. HAHA!
Wee. Life will be miserable if Ate Monica and Margot weren't born.
It's BS, come to think of it.
--*terminated*--
Technically speaking, I didn't blog yesterday. Haha. Anyways, I want to greet:
A HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALY MERCADO!
You can visit her pretty blogs here and here.
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I am currently accustomed to using tres, instead of using some Italian word which means the same. Apparently, that word's molto. Note to self: Use molto instead of tres. And you may ask why tres has been tattoed on my mind, it's because most of the books that I have read have used the word tres atleast a hundred times. So no wonder it's been stuck in there. But then using molto wouldn't sound as fab as using tres. i.e.
molto fabuloso.
tres fabuloso.
See what I mean? But saying molto fabuloso doesn't sound really bad now, doesn't it?
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Anyways, I had a molto fabuloso time with my amore Princess (alabshoo. mwah mwah. ) awhile ago, when we went to ATC. She only asked me to come last night, which was a bit of an inconvinient. But no inconvinience is inconvenient enough to make me have a nervy b (a.k.a a nervous breakdown). Hahah! We basically just did basic stuff: window shopped, roamed around, ate and played timezone and bought some stuff. And yeah, we tried on aviators (or sun glasses, in general) then fooled around. Oh... cosi divertimento (so fun). Haha!
DUDE. HAVANAS! hahahahahha.
Grabe. There were like these Havaianas imitations (well, not imitations actually, 'cause they're HAVANAS without the I) that were as thich as my pinky (just kidding), and were hard as the bark of wood. Haha. Good ol' days. And then Princess tried on these blue-tint John Lennon-ish glasses (because of their perfect-ish roundness) and it was sooo funny... hihihi. Basically just fooled around and wasted dinero like it's shit.
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Oh shet, the stupid blogger thing just erased my post which was so long. I'll edit this post when I find time...
For the meantime, I would like to give my thanks, hugs and kisses to the following:
For making me feel a whole lot better.
And to...
Nicole
for referring www.bigoo.ws ! I super love the OC. Thank you!!!
And to...
for being there! I love you all! ;)
And yeah, sorry to my MOM. I know she doesn't read my blog, but it's okay, I still wanna say sorry to her. I treated her badly last night and a while ago. I feel so ashamed. Y'all know I love my mom soo much. Grabe. I feel so sad. The finger of shame is pointing at me right now. I feel so awful.
As for now, I'm a bit whacked up. I'll edit my friendster. ;) Be back!
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Hey, over here! Haha. Anyways, since I completely forgot what I put in that super long paragraph which the stupid thing deleted, I'll just talk about Grade 4... AHA! Now it all makes sense. I was talking about my swollen eyes. Haha! My eyes got so swollen from crying. That was the first time that I cried so hard that my eyes have swollen. Woah. Haha. Then I was talking about the time when something bit me in the eye while I was sleeping since that creature can't resist my beauty (*ehem*! kapal..) when I was in grade 4...
But now that I'm not in the mood to talk about that unforgettable experience, I'd just want to talk how much I miss my Grade 4 year.../s...haha.
Back during our graduation practices, the person beside me, Paola and I were talking... As far as my rotten mind can remember, this was how the conversation went...
Paola: Pero hindi ko gusto 'tong year na to... Para kasing last year mo nga, lagi kang papagalitan tapos ang daming restrictions.
Vicky: *nods* oo nga.
Paola: And our class was much closer back then. Everyone was friends with anyone.
Vicky: Onga! Haay. I miss those days...
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Sorry!!!! assar naman. I really have to go... edit this one tomorrow.
*edit// Okay okay... Haha. Let's pick up from where I left. Paola: Chaka nung grade 4 tayo, parang everything was so young and light... And then we started chatting about random stuff. But I'd have to say, that conversation about our grade 4 life really made me think. Yes, I would have to say, that was one of the nicest school years of my life. Most of my fondest memories came from when I was 1o. True, thinking of those times would always make me smile. Things were never hard for me at that time. I had my share of firsts. First love, first boyfriend (I never told anyone, as in anyone about this one. I swore to myself before that it should be a secret that I will keep to my grave), first courtship. I'm not naming names. Plus, that first boyfriend of mine has migrated somewhere only we know. Haha! But being brutally honest, I never really loved that guy. Seems unbelievable for someone like me to keep a deep, dark secret. Haha. Ohwell. There were many firsts at that time. First time I actually made a fool out of my self subconsciously. So to celebrate my grade 4 years, I’ll name a lot of “Remember when’s”… Which you guys can't actually relate to... But, oh well.
Remember when...
> I fell of the chair during GHC time, when we had our first day of regular classes?
> We used to join all dance contests and actually managed to win all of them? (Yes, we were good. Oh yezz.)
> Sir Joey gave us this "suprise" test and everyone complained their hearts out?
> We had our very first and last informal picture?
> When Miss Che would always let the boys stay in the classroom for being noisy and let the girls stay in the veranda?
> We eavesdropped at the grade 5 section (St. Alphonsus?) which was behind our section?
> OUR ROOM WAS ONE BIG HELL OF A MESS?
> Who could ever forget Miss Betty's morning exercises?
> "Today is Tuesday don't you know, today is Tuesday, yes, I know. Today is Tuesday after Wednesday, this is one day that I know... Good morning, it's a happy day. Good morning, it's a happy day...Good morning, it's a happy day, it's a happy happy happy day". HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
> The teachers had their variety show?
> Haha. When Angeli and I ran against the position of vice-president in the Barangayette? That was actually hard you know, I mean, both of us being classmates and all. haha.
> We used to tease anyone to anyone? I mean, there's...uhm... Justin C. and Angeli, Josh and Princess (hahahahahahah! They were our escort and muse, respectively), Patrick and Angeli.
> Remember how chubby the other guys were? I mean, how shorter than they were. Haha!
> I actually became soo sick and that I vomited and everyone stayed away from my chair the whole time.
Sorry, but that's what only my rotten mind can remember. ;) But one thing I'm sure of, things change.
I feel so crappy and angry and jealous.. Triple merde and poo.
I know nothing's perfect. But why is it that some people are just born with such beautiful lives? Why are some born with such "perfect" features? Why are some born with useful talents? WHY are they born with such and I'm not? I don't get it! I'm ugly and fat and I totally don't know what my talent is. I don't know who I am! I have no identity. It's selfish, I know, but I just can't help it! I mean, Why?
Now I feel like crying. I feel so stupid and useless. I know it's entirely selfish for me to ask, but why can't I have what they have? I don't understand the importance of life in this world. I actually don't mind being shot right now. I mean it. I feel so sad. I feel utterly useless. I don't know what's going on with my life. And then I shed one tear.
You might not get how depressed I feel. It figures you might have never felt the same way. Might be that you guys are one of the people that I mentioned above (and I mean no offense). Some might think I' m having "that" time of the month, and I'm just being such a b*tch. Some may think it's bullshit.
But hell, is there anything that I can do?
I can't help how I feel.
And if you try to stop me from what I'm doing, I am going to kill you.
Then the next 6 words dictate the conclusion of this post:
This is where my posts ends.
I only saw the birthday celebrants for April right now, and it says....
April 17 - Stephen's Birthday...
So, happy birthday, valic! Haha. este, STEPHEN!
Let's make it clearer...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, STEPHEN!
So, you all see, Stepehen Tamayo was our class valedictorian. Such a genius.
I feel so aloof right now. Haha. See the side bar. My mood is...aloof! haha. Of course. ;)
Of course, HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
Ha-ha-di-ha-ha.
I should change my mood to crazy.
Anyways...
The title of this post is... I HATE SUNDAYS. Got that right.
I hated Sundays even as a kid. I despised it for numerous reasons... As a kid, I hated Sundays because...
The only thing that makes Sundays actually bearable is that we would always go to SM. And as a kid, i worshipped Henry Sy. Kidding. Born mall-rat, always a mall-rat.
Now that I have grown a few years older, I despised Sundays for a lot of reasons.
i am totally having a nervy spaz (breakdown).
ugh. I am dreading tomorrow. Pray for me. :(
helllppp......
HAHAHA. my new layout is a success! yeah baby. ;)
About the layout: Well, if you visit my blog frequently, you would have seen the first layout that I made which had the theme: "i am unwritten" based from Natasha Bedingfield's song, Unwritten. But then, my belurrved friend Princess commented that my banner is so messy. Of course I took her advice, and I made another layout. I asked suggestion for themes from her, and she suggested, "miss brightside". Then I asked her, ano, retro, vintage, preppy or what? She said retro. Haha. Eh... I had no idea on how to put Ms. Brightside and retro together. Eh, it just so happened that I was watching Pimp My Ride that night. And it just so happened that the theme for the car that they're making is...well, you guessed it...retro... Eh the car was color orange, with white detail...and it was very, very retro.. So that's how my so-called "retro" layout came about. haha.
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So...Soo Soo.. Did you all miss me? Huh? Huh? I guess not.
Well, for the two-day hiatus, I was over at our rest house at Batangas. For you, a rest house may equal to a house with a pool and everything that's for leisure. But noooo. Our resthouse over there is far away from civilization (except for the fact that it has a tv which only has one clear channel and that is ABS-CBN, that there's a lot of signal when you get up there, and there's actually electricity... So come to think of it, it's only on the "brink of being far from civilization". ). It's made of kawayan, but it's sort of not. Haha. The floor's made out of kawayan, but it's supported by cement... And it's kind of hard to explain. It's a typical ancestral house. I honestly think that it's beautiful...in the ancestral house sense. haha
I really don't want to talk about my stay there. On a scale of 1-5, it's .01. Still beats my last visit, it got .oo1. Haha.
Anyways, my mom told me that she's gonna get me and Chiara a horse. I mean, we're going to have one horse each (I do hope that you will pray for me). Chi and I planned that I will get the girl, and she's gonna get the boy. OH YES. If that DOES happen, I am so going to look forward in visiting that place. haha...
Well atleast it's better. CRs are waay clean than before (I love the new CR downstairs). Haha. One thing's for sure, my stay here is way better than my stay the last time.
Remind me, next time I go there to bring:
I don't appreciate my stays there because I'm not a "nature" person. I'm an... i'd-rather-stay-here-than-go-out-and-get-bitten-by-bugs person... Haha.
What sucked the most was sleeping there. We slept on plywood, for God's sake. OUCH! That and no cable TV contributed to my insomina getting worse. You know what I did to get to sleep? Pray. Pray to God to let me sleep. 'Cause it's awful.
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Oh man. Gonna see dad tomorrow. Not that I hate my dad... It's just that...
Agh...
Just go figure.
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OH YES! THE DEAR TEMPLATE'S WORKING, BEYBE.
oh yes. haha. it's soo orange! haha. i'm not a big orange fan, but ohwell. haha.
wee. i am so in love with ben mckenzie. heehee. haha. :D i love RYAN ATWOOD AND MARISSA COOPER! I love the both of them. ;) i hope they hook up in real life. They look awesome together.
here are some pictures ;)
I AM INLOVE WITH THIS PICTURE. I SWEAR. I AM! Everytime I look into their eyes looking to each other, I feel so dreamy. haaay.
I'll kill you if you say that they don't look good together.
EEEEEEKKKKKK. He looks hot in this shot!
woosh. i love them both. thanks to ♥ google for the pictures. :D
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did you know that...
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phwooarr. This current template is KILLING ME. MY BLOG IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION.
forgive me. :(
Last night was the best TV-thon that I have had. I swear.
Started off with One Tree Hill. OTH's episode was when they were having this costume party, I just don't know if it's for Halloween or something. My God, I loved Nathan's costume. So mysterious and dark. Batmaan. =)) It was soo nakakakilig when he kissed Haley. Woohoo. I specially loved tha part when Haley andLucas were looking for costumes for Lucas because he wants to have Brooke back. Lucas should have gone with the cowboy costume. Haha.When he fitted that Pirates of the Carribean costume... Johnny Depp's costume... What's his name there? Right. Captain Jack Sparrow's costume. He looked EXACTLY like Jack Sparrow there, except his eyes, which weren't lined with dark eyeliner. haha. Sadly, he settled with the bad boy costume, trying to look like some actor who used to hook up with Pamela Anderson. The sadder (hehe) part is, that Brooke actually LIKED the Jack Sparrow costume. Her line went something like, "but I'd like more of a pirate. A little Johnny Depp or something". I was like, Shit, sayang! This is my fave episode of OTH so far. haha. They had FALL OUT BOY (which Lucas' mom said as, fall down boy. haha. )
Next was the OC. Not much, though. Haha. First time I liked OTH more than the OC. But that Zack guy (Summer's ex) is getting on my nerves. I think he's trying to get back on Seth for, well..., practically "stealing" Summer from her. Ugh. I hate him. You can't actually blame Seth for the whole "comic" thing. I mean, it's like what he was born to do. But you can't blame Summer either. She's his girlfriend...and he should take time out for her. Wee. Ryan and Marissa are getting back! ;) And oh yeah, DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE was their guest performers!
Then, just click click on the up and down of the channel part in our remote. Stopped for awhile at the Late Night with Conan O'Brien. He's such a funny man. =)) I find him funnier than the Jay Leno guy. Ohwell. They do get paid for what they do. And they're actually good at what they do.
Actually, before the Late Night thing, I watched South Park. OOHHHH. How I love South Park. "The killed Kenny. You bastards!". hahah.
And then channel hopping. Then I switched at Star, finding out that they're airing the OC episodes of Season 1 (in ETC, it think it's Season 3). Wow. I love that episode. It was New Year's eve, and... Ryan decided not to spend the NY Eve with her. Haha. But then Hayley (Seth's mom's sister)...well, convinced him that he should go and rush to Marissa (Ryan's chick. ;) ) before any guy kisses her (specifically the Oliver guy) when the clock strikes 12.Ryan and Seth were supposed to leave, but then Hayley throws a terrible house party, so Ryan and Seth take up the responsibility and help Hayley and stop the party. Which kind of leaves Ryan a small span of time to get to the place where they're holding a party. Grabe, countdown na, and Ryan was still running from the stair case. 10...9...8...Ryan's still running...7...6...5...stops to rest...4...3...gets to the floor...2...bumps through the door and Marissa sees him... ONE... they kiss. Grabe. Super nakakakilig. It kept me up the whole night. Haha. Well, not really... A couple more hours pa... siguro I slept quarter to 4. Super. I love that episode. ;)
That was my fave tv moment. ;)
I'm not contented with my layout. I might change it again. Oh well, that's me. The "Queen of Discontent". Hahaha!
Anyways...
We just received mail from the U.K. Embassy. They're saying that we still have to undergo an interview before actually leaving. EH KUNG GANON, WHEN ARE WE EVER GOING TO GO? Like DUH. Asar. Plus, I can't buy anything (except the essentials of course) prior to leaving. Why? Because the embassy's checking our bank account, which we don't really touch and everything. Aww shitty. I want to buy Havaianas. :(
Haay. Can't wait to have piano lessons. Can't wait to have Italian lessons.
Which reminds me, I have to call the International Languages Center thingy. Aww man. Why doesn't mom just go down their street, and inquire? Sheesh. I have to call them pa. Eh I'm not into these calling-and-inquiring stuff. This sucks big time.
For the first time this summer, I've been feeling sad and stupid. Haha. I feel like such a bum. Oh, why, bumnosity, why? I want to go out.
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There is seriously something wrong with blogger. I mean, when I preview my layout or press the "View Blog" tab at the top, it does the "putol" thing again. When I type it in another window, it works.
This sucks.
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oh yes. My insomina has really gone bad. Tsk Tsk. :D
yey. i finally get to do my own layout. *whew* it was soo stressful. :D well, not really stressful. it's just that it all got messed up a pretty much most of the time.
well, this time, i made the theme "unwritten" which was obviously inspired by natasha bedingfield's song, unwritten. haha. :D
i just love that song...
i made pretty much other stuff, which will be up and ready sometime. i'm pretty much just beginning, and there's still a lot to learn.
the template's loading up kind of slow *which i am 75% sure is because of the images*. oh God, bless me. haha.
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anyways... :D
haha.
i had pretty much a fun day today. :D even though i'm still a bit on the stressed part about the layout thing.
:D
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wee. ilovehavaianas. :D :D :D
i should make a layout about havaianas.
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HAHAHA.
my mom's studying Japanese. she works in a Japanese company, so it's kind of, part of their "curriculum" hahahaha.
poor her. she's bad at memorizing.
chiara memorized it, and she (<{ my mom) can barely remember anything (wna know why? 'cause she's always sleepy. all the time.)
take note: inu is japanese for dog. isu is japanese for chair. neko is japanese for cat. tokei is japanese for watch. (see? i even have a better memory than she does. oh well. )
she's going to school all over again! well, but only better. =))
listening to: playlist biki: how i go - yellowcard ; spoliarium - imago ; she's an angel - pharrell williams (hey, any of you guys know the title of Pharrell's latest single? I love it. haha. )
haay nako. some people are just made BAD. =)) =))
Anyways.
my blog is currently under construction, since if I open AP 4 right now, it'll mess up and progress slower. Even slower than the slowest turtle known to man. In fact, if you let the slowest turtle known to man walk (or crawl for this instance) a mile, it'll be done before i get hold of the whole workplace at AP 4. This sucks. haha.
I was supposed to blog last night, but I didn't get to. I don't know why, and I'm not sure why. Hehe.
I and Ate Nalyn just went to Beda today, to pay for the MTG Science thing. It was soo tiring. We didn't have the car, both mom and dad are using it, eh Ate doesn't know how to drive, so commute. Hehe. Commuting's fine. I'm getting kinda used to it. Whew.
Yesterday was a busy day. I was out of the house almost the rest of the day, and I didn't have my cellie with me. Well actually, I had it with me, it's just that it had no battery. Shitty, eh? Well, no one's texting me naman since they don't know that I'm using this sim, and only a few people know that I'm using this one. The rest knows that I'm using the prepaid one. Haha. So, I really don't mind. Then I didn't bring my iPod with me. What a huge mistake.
Anyways... yesterday, we went to mass at the chapel sa village. We were supposed to attend mass sa St. James (the one in Ayala), but then mom had to pick up Tita Thelma and Anna, since we're gonna drop them to a birthday party ata or reunion while on the way na. So right. After mass, picked up Tita Thelma and Anna. Tita T gave us a bunch of pistachio nuts. Yumm. heheh.
Then, we dropped them both, then went to SM Megamall. The down part about SM malls is that they're usually packed with a lot of people, so it's kinda stressful. Went there since mom had to go to Swatch and have her watch repaired. Dun lang kasi sila gumagawa eh. Then after that, dropped by at a couple of stores. Naturalizer, Cinderella and Toy Kingdom. Badtrip since Chiara didn't even let me finish browsing through Cinderella while I allowed her to take her time in Toy Kingdom. Oh right. I saw this pillow with Matteo Guidicelli in it, in Gift Gate. There, there was this doggie kissing him. It was so adorable. Haha. Then Mom told me, "I know what to give you in your birthday na..." Hahah. And I was like, "No way. I want something else. You can buy me anything and buy that too". Haha.
After that, we went to Rockwell na. I super love it there. It's so quiet and...grabe. I just love it there. Since we really had nothing important to do, and mom won't let me buy Havaianas, I just went to Fully Booked.
Grabe, Fully Booked is totally the best bookstore I know. I mean, in Powerbooks, unti lang books eh. And they're all cramped up pa. Fully Booked is so like the book heaven. Grabe. Eh the last time that I went there, some places were under renovation. Ngayon, everything's done na. Eh I was looking for the chick lit section... Can't find it till I reached the place where most kids read. I was supposed to sit sa stairs, pero I read from a sign na the Chick Lit section was ahead. I mean, nasa taas lang siya. Eh I didn't know, of course. It was under renovation before. So I went up. When I saw it, I was like, "WOW". (I bet you can tell that I'm such a geek. haha. But it doesn't really matter. I love books, what can you do? =)) ). Grabe, there was this whole place dedicated to Chick Lit. It wasn't that big, pero it's so tranquil and secluded. I love it. Grabe. Plus, they totally have the latest books! They even have Princess Diaries 7, which was just released sa U.S. I didn't even find that in Powerbooks. Any Powerbooks branch. Shitty. I bought sa U.S. pa nung Ready or Not and Then He Ate My Boy Entrancers. Mas mura pala dito. I think.
After that, Mom got me, and we fetched Chiara at the Arcade. The Powerstation. Woopee. Ang ingay. Haha. But it's okay. Used to it already. :D
Then, got Tita T and A again. Then we went home. Well, actually we were on the way home, then we stopped by sa Ford, since Tita T was looking for cars. Haha. She's planning to buy a new one. Mom rin ata eh. How I wish. :D While on the way home, Anna and I were talking while munching on the Pistachio nuts. Haha.
Then, dropped Tita and A home.
:D
Then that's how my journey ended. Well, atleast for the day. Went online.
OH. NOW I KNOW! now i know why i didn't get to blog yesterday.
haha.
just go figure. :D
99 SECRETS GIRLS HAVE TO KNOW ABOUT GUYS
1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you are asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.
28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying "Please come and listen to me"
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them,they'll realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!
97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.
98. Guys hate girls who overreact.
99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
i just received this in an email. i find it amusing. =)) to whoever who wrote this: masipag ka! =))
:D Things are pretty much coming in a new light today. haha.
I'd say that in general, i had fun today. I went over at Ate Monica's house. haha. After that, we went BACK to my house, since we wanted to play sa ps, and we were getting bored at Ate Muy's house. We told Ate Muy to come over to our house rin, pero she said that she'll follow nalang. So we played, then Muy arrived. That generally was what happened. Then food came, FOOD TRIP. yumyumyumyum. Cheeeeezzzzzzyyyy for life! hahahaha....
Then, we all went outside to just fool around sa street. We played with Tracy, the next-door people's Shih Tzu. She is soooo cute. She's white and brown. Because of everyone suddenly having Shih Tzu dogs, I think I might push mommy to buy one. HEHEHE. Gaya gaya. Oh well.
Chiara and Margot were playing soccer, while Muy and I were just hanging around, sometimes we would join in with Chi and Margarita, most of the time we'd just fool around with Steffanie, the future Davida Beckhama of the world. HAHAHAHAHA.
Haaay. What fun we had.
Also, we got our cards today! And what's this Australian Science thing Ms. Divine's talking about? Oh geeesh. Hahahaha. Oh well. Plus, I don't get how much we have to pay for my tuition next school year. Nakakalito yung sheet whatever! HAHAAHAH.
HALA. My neighbor dearest told me that we'll change uniforms na raw. OH MAN. No way. I love our uniforms na noh. Better that than something worse. Aww. Oh well, I hope the uniforms will look good, and they will benefit us when we have our "days". HAHAHAA!
I just got the new albums of Sgt. Mendes, Lighthouse and Ne-Yo. Currently listening to Lighthouse's.
Aww man. Limewire won't bust. HAHA.
I love Pink's Stupid Girls. The music video's hilarious.
Plus, recently, I have been reading past comics at www.archiecomics.com
i just love archie. haha.
nice. finally. photobucket worked na. ang tagal na nito eh! BELATED. haha. : D
Since I was extremely bored yesterday, I reread one of the books that i had, and it was On the Bright Side, I'm Now the Girlfriend of a Sex God by Louise Rennison.
What a long title. HAHA.
My God, that book is such a laugh.
So if you're looking for [a] summer read//summer reads, check out the Confessions of Georgia Nicolson, which start at its first book, Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging.
On the Bright Side is the second book. :D
Mind you, she's (the author, Louise Rennison) British, so you might get confused with her way with words. I got confused at my first time, but I got used to it.
I feel very confused.
Obviously, the day didn't go on any better, except for me waking up from my afternoon nap feeling really well.
And still, I'm confused. I don't get it. Why do I seem to like this person, but hate him at the same time? I JUST DON'T GET IT. I feel so confused. I feel invisible. I feel weird.
Oh boy, maybe I should just make the most out of my day tomorrow.
Wish me luck. :)
Aren't there times when you rise from the bed, and you just know that it's going to be a bad day for you?
Waking up today, rising and trying to look for my glasses and fixing my hair, a horrendous thought popped in my mind,just out of no where.
haaay. haha. i need a new book to read. XP . life can get pretty boring.
summerbummer.
i wish i live in ayala. so that i can just walk my way to atc (minus the calories. hahaha). even if i don't have any money, i can just go and window shop or people watch. hhaaayyy...
i wish i live in the orange county (or anywhere like it) so that i can just hang out with my friends, or go out in some nice park and just, write in a journal, take pictures, enjoy the summer sun.
i wish i live anywhere but here.
but then, if i do, i wouldn't meet my fabulous friends.
the ones who'd stay by my side and stand up for me.
i just wish that they live someplace else with me. :D
oh yes.
i MIGHT be studying the fabby language of the inhabitants of Italy, Italian. (DUH). HAHA.
amilo, il mio caro (love me, my dear. =)) )
i have yet to learn. i just used a translator for that. ^ lol. haha. yeah. plus, the headers for my sidebar are in italian too. cool, huh? hehehe.
anyways, nothing absolutely worthy to write about today. aww shitty. hehe.
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i'm getting fat! SHIT. SHIT. kill me. *sob*. hehehe. patay ako kay miss alon. bwahahaha.
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la odio. i hate her. she's ugly. hehe. hehe. scopila!. ugh. quella femmina!
who that is?
up to you to guess who...
or should i say...
spetta voi per indovinare chi.
music: one wish - ray-j ; we might as well be strangers - keane ; crown - 6cyclemind ; down with the sickness - disturbed ; touch - 6cyclemind
i didn't blog yesterday, march 3, o6. i barely used the computer. haha. well, the only event worthy to write about yesterday was when i went over to princess' house and did a bit of movie marathon-ing. :D we were barely at the half of brokeback mountain when we decided that it was too (uhm...uhm...) EWWWW and boring to watch. Wrong choice. Then we watched just friends (nice movie), but it kinda ended up mga 9 nine na, so we just watched queer eye for the straight guy. their makeover-ee was a gay guy (hehe.) which was kind of defying the title of their show, queer eye for the STRAIGHT guy. That guy wasn't straight...(crooked, as i may say. lol. =)) ) at all.
anyways, we just chilled in there. hwee.went home past ten. again. =))
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top three movies i can't wait to watch:
3. Pirates of the Carribean 2 (I forgot the subtitle. hahahaha. :D)
2. Happy Feet (penguins are LOVE. HAHA)
1. Garfield 2! (haven't finished watching garfield 1. i'm not a cat lover, but this one's an exception)
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i watched ice age 2 last Sunday. wee. i lobe that movie. hahaha.
i beg for your forgiveness for my last post. hehe. that was...well, undoubtedly dramatic. huwahaha.
can i help it that i'm not mean? can i help it, that i can't stand it when someone's mad at me, even if i hate that person so much?
...well, what do i know? it's hard being true to yourself.
i'm a nice person, and i can't stay mad for someone so long. i can't possibly hate someone. well, i can, but i can't HATE her forever.
i have a new layout! (what a late announcement).
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anyways...
i had a very busy day today.
i went to santa rosa today. well, here's the kwento.
long story short (talaga nga namang tinatamad): due to the excitement brought by the swimming trip last Monday, I was practically craving to go out for a swim. It just so happens that Tita Myrssa was inviting us to go over to their house at Santa Rosa, and then we can practically use the pool over there.
So we had a bit of pit stops, then visited the pool in their club house, then checked out Tita Myrssa's house. It's so cute and quaint, and cottage-y.
After that, we went food shopping at the Rustans grocery out there, then went to the pool.
I didn't enjoy swimming because...
Basically, those were the reasons. Aw man. I was planning to go swimming every week this summer, now where would I actually swim?
Sheesh.
After that lousy trip to the pool, we went back to the house, took a bath then left.
Stopped by at atc (where there was a humongous sale)
And bought Candy Mag, the April issue. (gonna talk about it later)
And then, went to Carlo's Pizza (the one in BF) to eat out with Tita Thelma and her kids, Trish and Anna. Trish was one of the top 1o in their school, that's why we ate out.
After that, RUINS!
Now, I don't have to tell about what happened to me there, now, would I?
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heyy bedan chicks! y'all might wanna check out the April issue of the Candy Magazine, 'cause it features the visit of Rico Blanco to our belurrved school! :D
oops. i have read some of my previous posts, and i noticed that there are tons of typos. for example, that one in uhm... when vanity strikes, the last part...
it's supposed to be: it doesn't mean that i'm not--when vanity strikes...
didn't get to post yesterday since i think that pldt was down.
shucks..
try to be back later at night!
gonna go swimming at sta. rosa...
wee!
