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--> i am vicky, i'm only 13, and i reside in the philippines. specifically where? in las piñas. yes, i am near sm southmall.

--> i am currently in my freshman year in san beda college alabang, a proud member of section sixteen, baby!

--> i have started blogging quite a few years back, and this is the only time that i stayed for loyally to one blog for so long.

--> as it is quite obvious, i'm into music, and i would love to learn how to play the drums. i was inspired by the book, she's got the beat which hazel lent me. i've been wanting to play it for 2 years or so, i don't know what's gonna happen. xp
--> i listen to almost everything, except some super slow and sentimental stuff. i love retro music, rnb, contemporary, pop, emo, rock, bossa nova, and when i'm in the mood, metal. which is rarely the case.
--> bands/people i listen to: rage against the machines, snoop dogg, starting line, akon, maroon 5, fall out boy, coheed & cambria, the used, saosin, gwen stefani, fergie, john legend, bowling for soup, new found glory, taking back sunday, avril lavigne, the red jumpsuit apparatus, 30 seconds to mars, a perfect circle, the academy is, acceptance, afi, the ataris, amber pacific, sitti, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, hilera, spongecola, typecast, chicosci, bright eyes, buckcherry, the carpenters *HAHA*, bullet for my valentine, finch, the click five, yellowcard, dashboard confessional, everclear, the fray, from first to last, everclear, gorillaz, green day, imago, incubus, jawbreaker, jimmy eat world, john mayer, keane, join the club, mika, the killers, linkin park, metallica, lilly allen, the mars volta, muse, mcr, nelly furtado, nine inch nails, p!atd, paramore, pearl jam, rites of spring, senses fail, seven, shakira, story of the year, thrice, thursday, weezer, the white stripes...and the list goes on.

--> i have a sibling, and i live with my mum.

--> i have been to london, england; rome, italy; palermo, italy; hongkong, china *?!?* and i plan to go around the world before i turn 50.

--> i am an insightful person, i have an opinion on everything, it's just that i don't voice them out all the time.

--> when i am in a bad mood, i snap at people and argue with them. it's a bad habit i got myself into.

--> i love watching television and movies. i love watching discovery travel and living. sometimes i turn to discovery and to national geographic, only when their documentaries are not about science and animals. i love documentaries about history. world civilization, asian history, as long as it's got something to do with the interesting part of the past, it's cool. (:
--> as for television, i like feel-good shows. i looove veronica mars. i want to be like veronica mars. she's my idol. jk. i used to like the oc, until i went to london and forgot all about it. i love that 70's show, fez is hilarious. sometimes, i watch disney channel with my kid sister who's 10 years old i LOVE nickelodeon, and always will. i miss it though. stupid cable people took it off. it's been months since we've told ourselves that we would switch cables, up to now, it still hasn't happened. bummer? hell yeah.

--> i am not a fashionista. i am usually stuck wearing ordinary and plain stuff, which is so cool with me. i am into the polo/tank-jeans/skirt-havaianas/chucks combination. i am into bags and shoes though. but more into bags. i'm a brand person *i swear to God, i am so sorry*. i love giordano. and i want the new ones in the lacoste line. if only i can afford them all. (: i don't really know what kind of clothes fit me, so... if you would like to offer any help, i would gladly accept.

--> i do love shopping though. everyone loves shopping. even guys, i think.

--> i read a lot. i read hilarious comics, auto-biographies, diaries, novels, and of course, chick lit! (:

--> lovelife, lovelife. i am single...and i'm having fun. it's cool having so many crushes all at the same time. i'm a loser when it comes to love, but it's ok. (:

--> i'm a mom *we're just playing* to many kids, including charmaine, justin, abi, kat, angeli, angelique, barbie, michael, genevieve, mela...and?! i don't know anymore. if is there's anybody i forgot, TELL ME. my dad is paul, and my mom is...the blackboard. wth, right. my husband is...i do not know. n_n

--> i curse a LOT. it's a bad habit. i can be one of the boys. not a girly-girl. but i'm one of the girls too. i can be the best of both worlds. mature and immature at the same time. shy yet outspoken. quiet yet loud. weird yet sometimes i just blend in. I'M ONE WEIRD CHICK. can't do anything. i'm dorky, and it's ok with me. i love being me. i love being the fat, silly, loser me. (:

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Sunday, July 30, 2006

new layout!

Before I start,

Astrid, I'm already done with your layout. Just a bit of coding, and we're all set. ;-)

YES, FINALLY.

I finally got into the undomestic goddess layout. I have been planning to do that and rarely had the time.

God, coding this layout was hard, 'cause the color of my navigations and the blog itself is different. There was a bit of problem on the links, and you can't even see my comments trackbacks, so if you want to read other's comments, then you can highlight it, if you want...

And this layout is partially done. I have yet to fix the navigations. But for the meantime, that will do.

SO what about the undomestic goddess?

Well, I got the idea from Sophie Kinsella's book, the Undomestic Goddess.

And from there, it just flowed.

What is an undomestic goddess?

Someone who can't do chores at home without an eruption.

That's my life story.

Hahahha.

And yes, I still haven't visited the sites of those who tagged and commented. Bear with me, please.

But I promise that I'll check it out later. Okay?

Thank you. :)

Saturday, July 29, 2006

miss, one caramel frap please.

I had a blast with the chicks today, Angeli, Angelique and Ayana while "doing" (YEAH RIGHT.) our Investigatory Project for Science.

You want to know what happened?

Are you sure?

Fine.

So I went to ATC with the said chicks, so that we could do our I.P. project together. Since we were a pretty much a procrastinating bunch, we forgot that we were supposed to submit the Title up to the Review of the Related Literature regarding the Investigatory Project on Tuesday, August 2.

And yes, we managed to finish.

I was first to arrive at ATC. Which was rather, a first. 'Cause I used to be the late one among the bunch. But since mom had nowhere to go to besides our home, sweet, home, we left pretty early.

Bit by bit, the group arrived, second Ange, then Ayana then lastly, Angeli, claiming that her mom forgot that she was supposed to put proper shoes on, besides her driving shoes.

It was rather hilarious when one pretty chick was walking, poised and all, when *blam*, she trips. Ouch. Well, she didn't really trip, natapilok lang. But still.

To put it in a nutshell, we just had LOADS of good laughs, and had more good laughs, and wasted money like it's shit (once again.). And yes, our fooling around might ruin my life someday, but the hell with it. omfg. I am such a fule.

the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog.

FINALLY! I have the chance to pour out and rave and rant and ramble. OH YEAH.

SO update daw. What do you want to hear about my life? It's just the same. Oh, and we had our Long Test 2 last Wednesday and Thursday. GOD I SUCKED IN MATH. But I passed all the same. But nothing changes, I still suck in math. I did pretty well in English. S.S....okay lang. :-)

So let's set things straight. I don't get to blog because.

1) Our PC's really, really wrecked. And it gets worse by the minute. I'm not lying about this, why the hell would I? And no, it's not some lame-o excuse for not being able to blog. I really do think about this blog a lot (yuck,that sounds cheesy.). And because of the dysfunctionality of our computer, I pour out in my Reading Journal. :-) The better part about that is, only Ms. Marcos reads my journal entries. With the exception of JP, who keeps on stealing the journal from time to time. And Michael. And Johann. Oh well, they're going to be haunted.

2) I don't have time! I honestly don't.

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It just came up to me yesterday that I have suddenly morphed into a VERY LOUD PERSON.
Which is sometimes good, sometimes not. But you can't have everything in the world, so suit yourself.

God, that scene was funny.

Here's how it happened.

Soo...since we didn't get to see Ms. Marcos from Monday - Thursday, she was first exposed to the many number of heads, or bodies for that matter, in our new uniform. Last Wednesday kasi, was our first day of classes for the week. Take note, for the week. And we had L.T. last Wed-Thurs. so miss didn't get to see the guys in their uniform.

SO she said...

"You all look good in your uniforms" *insert smile*

and I say...

"NO!"

in a really, really, loud voice.

WHICH DID COUNT...considering everyone was UNUSALLY quiet at that time.

Imagine the shame. They were all looking at me, and my friends knew what I was talking about. Their big, bawly eyes looking, gaping, staring at me like--WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT?

Lupit daw ng reflexes ko.

But no, I wasn't ashamed at all, I even laughed about it. And so did the others. Which is cool. Then the guys from the back (i.e. Angeli and Angelique -- HI!!!!) started reacting because they knew what I was talking about. And I can't say that in the flesh--in his face, so I just said...

"Well, I don't like our new uniform. It sucks."

I think he knew what I was talking about.

Oh, the hell with it.

Then I also got caught doing almost the same thing --saying something out loud then everyone unusually quiet -- during... what period was that? P.A. then the other one... S.S.?

Before, I wouldn't go under the spotlight kasi. I USED to be a really quiet kid. Only a bit louder when with friends. I don't know, I guess things change. :-)

But atleast I know when and not to do it. I've got a sense of self-control, babe.

And yes, the quick brown fox still jumps over the lazy dog.

P.S. doesn't the quick, brown fox go tired? I mean... duh.

P.P.S and doesn't the dog ever stand up? or maybe he's just too small so the quick brown fox gets to jump over him. stupid dog.

P.P.P.S i'm really loving the used right now, some nice person gave me a burned collection of some of their songs,she says it's a thank-you gift daw (HI! you know who you are, and I love the CD). I'm loving yesterday's feelings, listening, lunacy fringe, poetic tragedy, i caught fire, light with a sharpened edge, buried myself alive, blue & yellow, pieces mended, cut up angel, take it away,i'm a fake, maybe memories, the taste of ink. yeah, say days ago is pretty cool. and most of all, the most played, LET IT BLEED. Oh yes, this poison's my intoxication.

Friday, July 21, 2006

phwoar.

Phwoar. I'm in the computer lab in school, right in between a PA class. I'm done with our SW, so i'm blogging, cause i miss you all.

thanks to those who commented! oh yess. oh yess. i love you all.

and since i have nothing else to do, 'cause there's no YM here, not even YouTube, i'll go nalang, and go hopping. I lobe lobe lobe you all a lot.

:)

and to those who requested for layouts, astrid, angel, I AM SO SORRY! the computer's gone bozo, as usual. as twisted as its owner. oh yasss.

;)

take care! mwah mwah.

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

past, present, future.

I have been thinking of what I have done, what I am doing, and what I will be doing.

i. What I have done.

As a twelve year old, there's not much to enlist. I have brought joy -- may be it in a good or bad way-- to other people's lives. I learned and realized as much as I have taught. I have been a mother without actually giving birth. I improved, and I think that I have become a different person. Way different from the insecure and quiet Vicky. I discovered more things about me, increasing each day, as I charge it carefully up to experience.

I have commited numerous mistakes, realized my wrong, and corected them. I had fought with few people, and I am very proud to say, I made up with them. Actually, I didn't fight with them, they got mad at me.

ii. What I am doing.

Still, still, as a girl who's twelve-turning-thriteen, there's not much to tell. I continue to learn, more complex Algebra, about Haring Fernando and Dona Valeriana, about life, about boys and men. You get my point. I continue to commit mistakes, I continue to discover, to improve, to bring joy and to be a mother to my growing number of kids. And yes, I continue to disagree with other people. Actually, I disagree with them nowadays more often than I did before. It's because I have learned to stand up for what I believe in. The real Vicky's coming out.

To put it simply, I just continue what I used to do -- only better, worse, however you may put it.

I encounter more people who intimidate me. I have risen and learnt to stand up to them. I have traveled more places, read more books, and did worse in Math.

iii. What I will be doing.

Most likely learn how to succesfully do all sorts of operations with polynomials. Ah, the hardest things in life adults force you to understand.

I like to see the future as a vast ocean, as a deep, dark abyss. I really don't like to anticipate, 'cause I don't get what I really anticipate. I rather just do what I'm supposed to do. Come what may. Bahala na.

I want to be so many things, I want to do so many things, I can't decide.

But I surely wouldn't want to be a poet. Fall Out Boy says "poets are just kids who didn't make it."

I surely wouldn't want to be those who didn't make it.

How about YOU?

nothing will ever be what it seems

Listening to: Nothing. The marvelous sound of silence.
Thinking of: WHAT THE HELL is up with these chain messages?

Oh, I am home. FINALLY. Once again, I am in my sacred sanctuary at a time earlier than expected. I would have been in my P.A. / Computer class right now. yeah.

Yes, SUSPENDED CLASSES. Which means we just had two subjects, Math and English. I am actually enjoying Math a lot. And I could honestly give credit to our teacher. Really.

And yes, how I got home, I just commuted from Bene to SM then trike on the way here. And I wasn't alone. I was with my busmates, and I was the lone First Year Student. yeah. I was their little baby. It was really fun.

And oh, I am tired. Will be back when something juicy hits me.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

i'll keep singing this lie.

Listening to: Sophomore Slump or Comeback of the Year - Fall Out Boy
Thinking of: Integration. LOL.

I am now used to using Mozilla Firefox, which is incredibly more faster than IE 6. Yeah. And since I am done bloghopping, I have come up with a lot of ideas for this post. Byy thee waayy, I am so sorry sa link exchanges, I will link you up guys SOON.

i. TALO FRANCE SA ITALY.

Pare, di ako late sa balita noh. Nasa isang malaking TV yung FIFA game sa Mall of Asia noh. FIFA seems to be following me ebrywer. Oh well. I am a bandwagon fan. Kung di mo alam ibig sabihin nun, it means na fan ka lang ng football kapag FIFA season na. The hell with the other games. Pero yung mga labang ng Arsenal, Real Madrid, ganun ganun, okay na sakin yun. Hahah. pero FIFA parin. My team was France, and once again, once again, THEY LOST. Pare, wala nga akong kakampihan sa 2010. Pffft.

ii. Tapos na Integration last Friday

PARE, IT WAS SO FUNNY. Hahahah! Specially on the dressing rooms. 'Cause after the whole drag-ish program (yun yung magp'parade kami sa harap ng mga sophomore, juniors, seniors and faculty, tapos yung presentations etc etc.), we were supposed to go back on our dressing rooms sa highschool buildings. Eh naka'lock pa yung samin. So we were bugging the boys. Eh nagbibihis pa sila. LOL. So they locked the doors. So we went sa side, dun sa may windows. Yung windows, sarado pa, of course. Pero kasi, may parang "paint" yung windows. Eh yung iba, nasira na. So we peeked. By that time, tapos na sila lahat magbihis. SAYANG! =)) Joke lang. Swerte mo pala kung bading ka noh. Hahahahahahah.

On the whole integration, SOUND OF MUSIC yung theme namin. Yess naman, ang dali. Compare it to the other themes noh, yung iba Star Wars, Shrek, etc. Btw, Movies nga pala theme namin. And I wore this whole pink affair. LOL. White skirt with pink flowers + pink blouse. I was also in pink havaianas. I don't want to wear yung shoes na formal. Sakit sa paa nun noh.

Yeah, some of the boys looked really funny. May isa pangang nag'chucks eh. Okay lang yun, Captain Von Trapp naman eh. But I never dreamt of seeing Captain Von Trapp in Chucks. Hahaha. SUSPENDERS PAA!!! YESSSS..... =))

And yeah,there was this whole marshall thing. LOL. Lahat yata ng meron ako tinawag eh. Naka'flipflops, May collar yung shirt, faded jeans, mataba, kulot. Di ako naka'green nun eh, I was wearing bluish-greenish. Oh-hah, nahuli lang ako dun sa mataba. Aanga-anga kasi ako eh. Naglakad sa harap ng jail booth. =)) Muntik na 'ko dun sa kulot. Ayaw ako hulihin ni Josh eh. Ewan ko kung bakit. Si Amis naman, di din ako hinuli, nakita nga ako. Si Franz din. Ayaaan, aanga-anga kasi. Okay lang yun, I don't think they care anyways.

And yeah, if you have no clue of what I'm talking about, the whole marshall thing is, when Sir Caballero will announce to the whole campus something like... "Marshalls, hulihin lahat ng..... *insert description here*".That's it. Then when you get caught, they bring you sa Jail Booth, and either you pay P5, or you wait for the next announcement. Ang tagal nung mga nanghuhuli ng naka'chucks. Pagdaan ko dun sa jail booth mukha silang sardinas dun eh! hahahah.

The last announcement was funny. Hulihin lahat ng hindi tumatalon. I wasn't jumping, but everyone else was. Buti nalang di kami nakita nila Amis/Josh/Edward nun, malapit lang pala sila samin. They were probably too busy watching Angelique, Angeli, Michael and the rest of the guys. When you look sa field, everyone looked like jellybeans. There were yellow and green jellybeans. Sarap. Hahah!

iii. I have been to SM Mall of Asia

Finally. It is big, compared to the other malls, but not as big as Blue Water, the mall in London. Dude, that mall NEEDED a map! Yung tipong nasa mga theme park, tapos they give you this map/floor plan and you can see there where you can see the restrooms, stores etc.
You'd totally get lost. But the greatest thing about SMOA is that it doesn't look like a mall, it doesn't even give you the feeling that it's a mall, but you're in a small community filled with shops. Yeah. I love it too. Beacause of its size, people aren't crammed into one place. In other words, kalat. And yeah, I was unable to watch Superman in IMAX. I even saw Jiggy Fetil there.

iv. I convinced my mom that shopping is good. 'Cause it is.

Yeah, she doesn't think shopping is good BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE she's spending her own money. You get it na? No fun if your spending your own money. She worked VERY hard for that, and it could be put to better use pa. Eh our dad's not supporting our fam naman, that's why. You get my point? You sure? (hahah. Nag'ala Ms. Bardiano pa eh.)

Thursday, July 06, 2006

phwoar.

England's been cut. Brazil has been, too. And so were Germany and Portugal. Oh Lord, maybe football isn't my sport. Haha! All my teams in FIFA have been cut off! Lahat naman yata ng favored team ko natanggal eh! haha!

Oh, I missed the blogosphere. Again, apologies to those who tagged and commented if i don't get to visit their sites all at once. I am so sorry. I swear.

So many things have happened in school. It's been only a month. Yet, so many things, events. Oh Lord.

And I am really looking forward for this computer to get fixed up. Really. I am so, so looking forward.

I'm rather out of my mind, which I reckon is caused about the blue-ness and the kingnosity of mr. bobbyzee (WHAAAT?). HI HI. Hahahah. I don't even know who bobbyzee is. Oh well.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

narcissim.

So probably one of the reason that you started a blog is because of Narcissism. Yes, narcissism. Vanity, conceit. Deny it or not, it is one of the reasons. Of course. You started a blog because you want others to know about yourself. To let in others to your so-called wonderful world.

So maybe not narcissism. Just plain vanity.

Anyways, I don't make my point across here anyways, so here goes nothing.

Just to boost my self esteem, I'll write down-- Reasons why it's good to be me. Yes, I'll be tagging people. It's a good thing you know. Others feel so bad about themselves, they want to die. If you can't write a reason why it's good to be you, then maybe it's time to think about it.

It's time to be narcissistic, come on. Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all! ;-)

I'm tagging people so that they'd appreciate themselves. And if they already do, then so that they'd appreciate themselves more.

Instructions:
1. One must list down as many reasons why it's good to be themselves. Should be more than 3.
2. Tag 5 people.

1. I have a vivid imagination.
Ah yes. Not a song passes without me imagining its music video. Not a single book has no interpretation or movie in my mind. I can conceptualize things. Yes, I know, I'm weird.

2. I'm nice.
Seriously. The last thing that I would need in my life is an enemy. I haven't had an enemy before. Yes, I haven't had any. I may be sharp when it comes to writing, but when I see you, I'd rather scram. Yeah, I'm a faker. Aren't you?

3. I know what I want, and I do anything possible to get it.
Yes. That's why I have my iPod right now. That's why I have the Artwork bag that I wanted. All I need is the perfect determination to get what I want.

4. I think I can only do so many things.
I don't know what this means. Whatever! Haha. Point is, I can be a psychologist, a sociologist, a teacher, a creative director, an author, a supermodel, an actress, a web designer, a graphics designer, a waitress, a saleslady, a photographer, a politician, an empress, an heiress...

5. I can stay cool and calm at the toughest times.
Yeah, like when Ms. Bardiano's picking up a person to answer to the question that nobody knows the answer to. Or when we need to introduce ourselves to 2nd-4th year students.

6. I can smile without a reason.
Therefore, I look stupid.

7. I'm a very positive person.
Yep, I am.

8. I try to be systematic.
That's good! Isn't it? I try to organize things. But sometimes, I'd love spontaneosity.

9. Balance, baby, Balance.
I love my contrariness. Even if I can be serious sometimes, I can be fun too. Basta, it's hard to explain. I can be the best of both worlds. EXCEPT physically. Don't count on that.

10. I have high self-esteem.
Some high self-esteem, I did this. But no, I don't think I have big ego. I appreciate other people. I appreciate them more than I appreciate myself more often than not.

And I am going to tag.... Nina, Princess, Astrid, Faye and Angel.

Yayks, I sound mayabang. Oh, the hell with it.

fi-fa-fo.

I am once again, in front of my mother's laptop. Stupid P.C. But time's-a-waisting if I keep on rambling on how dumb our P.C. is, so I might as well just get on with it.

I was supposed to have my piano lessons today, but alas, my teacher is still sick, so he couldn't come. Which meant me, staying in SM for an hour, without any load or money, just tottering innocently. Good thing I have my iPod with me.

But it isn't so bad. What I have forgotten to include in my Why-I'm-Weird list is that I can stay anywhere for an hour or more with nothing, and be not bored. I love people watching, that's why. Maybe I can be a sociologist one day. =) But honestly, I find 'joy' in watching people feel emotions. Real people. Smile, cry, laugh, get angry. You know what I mean.

And I also did a crazy thing during the duration of an hour. I went to Toy Kingdom. That's right. TOY KINGDOM. I dreaded that place since forever (except on some special occasions, of course.). I felt like people thought of me as "a godmother looking for a gift for her godchild". I honestly felt that way. But it was fun. I looked throught the Bratz and Barbie dolls (God, Barbie has changed, hasn't she?! :-) ), all those HotWheels, Stuffed Toys, and even those Gundam things. I wouldn't regret it. :-) I shall always remember the day that I entered Toy Kingdom alone.

Lastly, I have another good reason to love FIFA. YEAH YEAH YEAH. I shall return to my regular 6:00 a.m. waking time, and watch whatever FifA game is on (Yes, my regular waking up time is 6:00 a.m.).

What reason? Yes, Mr.Lacoste. Ha! Why Mr. Lacoste? 'Cause he looked so darn good in his red, Lacoste shirt. Yes. Yes. Yes. He also looked good in his Adidas shirt, but whatever, Lacoste rocks. Yeah, I loved their shirts even before I found out that he wore them. We ain't so different after all.

Wee, Ronaldhino! Hahaha.