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--> i am vicky, i'm only 13, and i reside in the philippines. specifically where? in las piñas. yes, i am near sm southmall.

--> i am currently in my freshman year in san beda college alabang, a proud member of section sixteen, baby!

--> i have started blogging quite a few years back, and this is the only time that i stayed for loyally to one blog for so long.

--> as it is quite obvious, i'm into music, and i would love to learn how to play the drums. i was inspired by the book, she's got the beat which hazel lent me. i've been wanting to play it for 2 years or so, i don't know what's gonna happen. xp
--> i listen to almost everything, except some super slow and sentimental stuff. i love retro music, rnb, contemporary, pop, emo, rock, bossa nova, and when i'm in the mood, metal. which is rarely the case.
--> bands/people i listen to: rage against the machines, snoop dogg, starting line, akon, maroon 5, fall out boy, coheed & cambria, the used, saosin, gwen stefani, fergie, john legend, bowling for soup, new found glory, taking back sunday, avril lavigne, the red jumpsuit apparatus, 30 seconds to mars, a perfect circle, the academy is, acceptance, afi, the ataris, amber pacific, sitti, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, hilera, spongecola, typecast, chicosci, bright eyes, buckcherry, the carpenters *HAHA*, bullet for my valentine, finch, the click five, yellowcard, dashboard confessional, everclear, the fray, from first to last, everclear, gorillaz, green day, imago, incubus, jawbreaker, jimmy eat world, john mayer, keane, join the club, mika, the killers, linkin park, metallica, lilly allen, the mars volta, muse, mcr, nelly furtado, nine inch nails, p!atd, paramore, pearl jam, rites of spring, senses fail, seven, shakira, story of the year, thrice, thursday, weezer, the white stripes...and the list goes on.

--> i have a sibling, and i live with my mum.

--> i have been to london, england; rome, italy; palermo, italy; hongkong, china *?!?* and i plan to go around the world before i turn 50.

--> i am an insightful person, i have an opinion on everything, it's just that i don't voice them out all the time.

--> when i am in a bad mood, i snap at people and argue with them. it's a bad habit i got myself into.

--> i love watching television and movies. i love watching discovery travel and living. sometimes i turn to discovery and to national geographic, only when their documentaries are not about science and animals. i love documentaries about history. world civilization, asian history, as long as it's got something to do with the interesting part of the past, it's cool. (:
--> as for television, i like feel-good shows. i looove veronica mars. i want to be like veronica mars. she's my idol. jk. i used to like the oc, until i went to london and forgot all about it. i love that 70's show, fez is hilarious. sometimes, i watch disney channel with my kid sister who's 10 years old i LOVE nickelodeon, and always will. i miss it though. stupid cable people took it off. it's been months since we've told ourselves that we would switch cables, up to now, it still hasn't happened. bummer? hell yeah.

--> i am not a fashionista. i am usually stuck wearing ordinary and plain stuff, which is so cool with me. i am into the polo/tank-jeans/skirt-havaianas/chucks combination. i am into bags and shoes though. but more into bags. i'm a brand person *i swear to God, i am so sorry*. i love giordano. and i want the new ones in the lacoste line. if only i can afford them all. (: i don't really know what kind of clothes fit me, so... if you would like to offer any help, i would gladly accept.

--> i do love shopping though. everyone loves shopping. even guys, i think.

--> i read a lot. i read hilarious comics, auto-biographies, diaries, novels, and of course, chick lit! (:

--> lovelife, lovelife. i am single...and i'm having fun. it's cool having so many crushes all at the same time. i'm a loser when it comes to love, but it's ok. (:

--> i'm a mom *we're just playing* to many kids, including charmaine, justin, abi, kat, angeli, angelique, barbie, michael, genevieve, mela...and?! i don't know anymore. if is there's anybody i forgot, TELL ME. my dad is paul, and my mom is...the blackboard. wth, right. my husband is...i do not know. n_n

--> i curse a LOT. it's a bad habit. i can be one of the boys. not a girly-girl. but i'm one of the girls too. i can be the best of both worlds. mature and immature at the same time. shy yet outspoken. quiet yet loud. weird yet sometimes i just blend in. I'M ONE WEIRD CHICK. can't do anything. i'm dorky, and it's ok with me. i love being me. i love being the fat, silly, loser me. (:

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

HAPPY ANNIV!

Holy cow!!!!

Holy cow!!!

I HAVE BEEN BLOGGING FOR A YEAR ALREADY!!!

This very same day, I started blogging. Check out the archives to see what I mean.

Wapak, let me take that back. I wouldn't want you to read my sissy-ish posts.

Wow, I didn't realize that. An anniversary counts for a new layout. I am going to make a new one...when..well... I get the PC back, and when time goes by my side.

Wow, a year. I've never stayed with a blog for a year. Also, an anniv. goes with a new site url. missunderstood is getting cheesy already. I'm gonna change it when we get DSL...

Sooo....

Since I've been reading my previous archives, what I'm going to do, is that I'm going to write down my blogging promises for this year:

1. Don't make any more promises. Please. With the exception of this one.
2. Please. One layout at a time. Make a perfect one, not a bunch of temporary ones.
3. Quit cussing when writing entries. One way or another, my mom will figure out my blog URL...and why I won't give her my blog URL.
4. Blog more meaningfully.

I still can't believe I've been blogging for a year! Slap me if you must.

A year!

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO ME!

Saturday, August 26, 2006

it's kinda funny how i'm not listening anyway...

You know what, actually, there have been so many things going on with my life.

One is, that I am doing bad at science. Solid.
Two, I always get bad timing. Noise-wise.
Three, love still doesn't love me.

Surprise, surprise!

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OH and OH. Since I have lost all that I am about to say, I'm just going to put down my plans for the not-so near future.

Uno. Bueno, time to put those massive legs into use. I am going to have futbol/soccer clinic this summer. I am just saying this, I don't know what my mom will do about it. Hopefully, she will allow me, 'cause the Adidas Sports Kamp is just across the street from her office. Honestly. I lobe lobe her new office, though. She's got a great view. Unlike in her Makati office, the only view are buildings and parking lots. Here, she's got less buildings, a McDo store, a parking lot...with hot guys going from the Sports Kamp. And they've got flat-screen computers! Sad is,she's now near Market!Market! and far, far away from Rockwell and Greenbelt. I don't like Market! eh...there are so many people. As much as I love people-watching, too many people to watch is no beauty.

Anyways, my mom says I'm gonna get support from my uncles back in London. Oh, England is the root of my futbol-ness. I don't know why. (Cheers! I know you will read this entry sooner or later. Say hi to Gaia and Mattie for me!!!)

Dos. I think I may be going to take law in college. Holy crap, will I be up to it? Of course. I can do this. I can do this. I mean, I think I've got what it takes. I think. Emphasis on I think. Hahaha. My mom says it's okay. I'd rather be Atty. Beekee Marquez than...Beekee Marquez, 1000th president of the Philippines. Whadya think? Maybe a lawyer, a journalist, or a graphic designer, a photographer, a teacher, who the hell knows. Among the five of those, probably.

Tres. I will watch the UEFA cup. On September 13. Crap, they should have held it on my birthday, September 12. But that is life for me.

Quatro. I shall organize the things in my room, once and for all. Oh right, I don't have my own room. T_T.

Sinco. How the hell do you spell sinco? HOW? Pardon the spelling. I plan to keep my mouth shut.

Help me on that.

And with this, I leave you a beautiful song.

Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
(if you won't open up won't open up) tears me up

P.S. NICKELODEON is back on track, baby! Sad for my sister, though. She was watching Pokemon and then the channels suddenly went bozo and became Nick--from Cartoon Network. Sad sister of mine.

Monday, August 21, 2006

retreatness.

Today is monday, and we have no classes.

i ask you...

do you know why we don't have classes?

'cause awhile ago, i was listening to the radio, and this dj...kelly...89.9...she was asking people if they knew why they weren't at school/work today, and they didn't know why.

so if you don't know, it's because...well, ninoy aquino was assasinated today, 21 years ago.

so...yeah.

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I have just realized something, and that it really is easier to say something, than to do it.

lo and behold: the blogging thing....

Oh crap. i have to do this later.

i have to go with my mom to have lunch with her highschool mates...

in edsa shang!!!

YEAH BOY.

then i'm going rockwell later.

i'm in my mom's office, btw.

and once again: lo and behold: the tiny bits and pieces of my fragile heart are on the floor.

oooohhh..

patay ako kay manong. mahirap pa naman yan linisin. tsk tsk tsk.

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

happy retreat!

Alas, for my every-week-blogging-promise. I didn't get to blog last week because I was super busy. I mean it. I was out the whole weekend!

Anyways, we will be having our retreat tomorrow. Woopeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I am so excited. Double coolnosity with knobs (WHUT?).

What to bring, what to bring. HAHAHA! :)

Anyways, I had a pretty bad week, except today. I don't know why, I just did. I NEED GOOD OMEN, like I always do.

WEE. I can't wait to read some of the retreat letters.

Oh, and oh, my mom, uncles, lolo and the rest of the people in london are asking for my blog address.

Holy crap. They have no idea what I have been putting down here. Especially when I was raging mad.

UH-OH.

As to HighSchool life... It's so good. Most fun I've had in years...

"YAONG IBONG ADARNA...." (hahah! Calindro)
"Yes, mister?" (miss bardiano)
"EXCUSE ME?" (ditto.)
"I WILL GIVE A SHORT, SHORT, EASY, EASY QUIZ. ''(Yess, si miss teodoro!)
"Attendance is a mAst!" (ewan ko, ito lang naman yung sa ispeakers eh!)
"KWAYET!!!!!!! " (Yihee, sino yan?!)

OHHHH! Iris is playing in the radio...

You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be.

Woahhh! Sakto!

I'm so confused. Tweety or Winnie?

What is going on with me? I never named people after cartoon characters. Whut tha hill.

I don't want the world to see me, 'cause I don't think that they'd understand.

Woot!!!!

Oh, right. I'm really loving Jessica Simpson's Public Affair. I know, it's corny, funny, cheesy, whatever. But I still love it, and nothing changes that. I really like its music video. Really funny. And the song's really upbeat.

Really. Compare it to Stars are blind naman noh. Angeli hates that song...

Even though the gods are crazy, even though the stars are blind, you can show me real love baby, I'll show you mine.

HAHAHAH! Naks, alam! Eh gahd, if it's the only song that you hear in the radio naman noh!

and i'm really addicted to my pugadbaboy17. even if it's kind of last year pa, SO?

it's not nakakasawa.

anyways, LONG WEEKEND, HERE I COME!

Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun, Mon.

I love life.

I love you.

I love me.

I love weenie. winnie. HWATEBER!

I love tweety.

Yak!

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

i'm tainted now, whatever that means.

Say, there's nothing worth saying. I made a complete fule out of myself. I can never run away from s.b. and I can never run away with mayki maws.

So I'd rather waste some time with you.

And it's all in how you mix the two,
And it starts just where the light exists.
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
And it burns a hole,
through everyone that feels it.

Well you're never gonna find it,
If your looking for it,
won't come your way,
Well you'll never find it,
if your looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking,
Rather waste some time with you.

And you never would have thought in the end,
How amazing it feels just to live again,
It's a feeling that you cannot miss,
it burns a hole, through everyone that feels it

Well you're never gonna find it,
If your looking for it, won't come your way, yea
Well you'll never find it, if you're looking for it.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste some time with you.

Time with you... (echos)
Waste some time with you... (echos)

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should've said something, but I've said it enough.
By the way, my words were faded.
Rather waste my time with you.

Should've done something, but I've done it enough.
By the way, your hands were shaking.
Rather waste some time with you.

Waste some time with you... (repeats)

Sunday, August 06, 2006

finally

It took a long time for this page to load, since I am using my mother's laptop. Anyways, my life is still as crappy as ever. Not sure if it's as crappy, or crappy-er.

I have made a promise to myself that I will update every week, just because. Before, this wasn't a hard task, I had the chance to update everyday. But now, that things just go effed up and ain't worth writing, then I just resist from blogging. Plus, once again, I don't have the time.

Gawsh, I lost 4 books of mine. My Language, Math(!!!!), Social Studies (!!!!!!!!!!!!) and Science. And my Math Notebook. Oh no. See, I told you, my life is crappy. I NEED GOOD OMEN.

God, I'm tired. Exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally.

Physically, because I have been out all day, and I had pretty much hard training today.

Mentally, just because.

Emotionally...do I really have to tell? It's hard. You know, sometimes, people just shove in your face some things that you certainly wouldn't want to be there. Life's an ass. No actually, take it from Fez in that 70's show, Life's a bitch. It is, so no sweat about that. I feel sick.

Do you know that my name means bitter sea conqueror who's consecrated to God? right, add a mark in the end of that.

Bitter sea= Maria
Conqueror = Victoria
Consecrated to God = Isabel
Mark = Marquez

O-hah? :-) Pretty kewllllll,yeah? :)

Grabe, I'm so effed up and confused. This is gonna be a tough week. I hope not. OH what the hell, I anticipate anyways, so why expect it to be un-tough? Holy CRAP.

I feel so pwet.

Ha-ha-ha-ha. i feel so pwet? what the hell is that?

God I need a hug.