just to let you know, i might [i repeat, MIGHT] be changing my blog layout in a few weeks, with my own layout. the one that i made myself. i had made graphics already, so i only need few more knowledge about html and css to finally make my own. hahah!
yeah, you guys might be wondering about the sampayan in my teeth. yup, you guessed it, i got braces.
and they're color BLUE! yey.
i just had them today. my dentist was really cool. he's really nice. we even share the same surname.
and i tell you, i'm going to lose weight while these braces are on! wow, it's so hard eating. and i mean, super. i like, ate in bb [brother's burgers] awhile ago, and i ddnt get to enjoy the food there, which is incredibly yummy. oh crap.
i'm planning to hide it from my mates on monday, i don't think they'll figure it out easily. what's the use anyway? they'll see it rn naman ehh. ay bahala na.
now what? no one's onlyn. crappy crap crap.
news just in: nicole decided to text me. FINALLY. he ddnt have anyone to text, or maybe no one's replying to him, so he FINALLY decided to text me. yah, you got that right. i'm mad. of course, i ddnt reply to him because...
1. i have no load.
2. even if i dd have load, i have no intention of replying.
why nanaman? hell, what kind of best friend is the one that won't even attempt to communicate? he won't even leave an IM. i guess he just doesn't care. you won't understand anyway. 'cause there'll never be a living guy who'd be as careless and ruthless [pardon thee [what the?!]] person in this world of ours. atleast someone out there understands me. a single person does. thank you, if ever you're reading this. actually, two of them, but only one shared the same opinions as i do.
actually, nicole, you'll never know what i feel. 'cause you're not the one who feels like a wh***, a s*ut, or a b*tch. you'll never know. nobody thinks that you are a wh*** or a s*ut or a b*tch. no one. that's why u'll never understand. [for the rest of you guys, please forgive me for using such words. please forgive my inexcuseable anger.] i don't deserve this. i helped you with everything. oo, naging dominante ako. but i would never have been dominant if you stopped me. if you actually put up to me. if actually did things wilfully and not for the sake of me being mad. i don't like lies anymore. i don't like excuses anymore, nicole. i have had enough of those. this time, i mean it.