I'm so dreamy today.
I am so IN LOVE.
Oh cruddiness. You know why?! Why?!
BECAUSE I SAW HIM. FOR THE LONGEST TIME IN MONTHS!!!!!!!!!
No, it's not yajjie. Okay, what nick should I give, lemme see. Ah. (Kids Next Door) yajjie should be number 3. the guy i'm talking about is number 1. the other guy is number 2.
Wow. I'm so weird. I mean, I just have gotten over some stupid feeling for one guy, and I do know that I still love him, though I am, and will always be in DENIAL. And here I am, I have three new crushes instantly, and again, i am inspired.
Well, to tell you guys, I am the type of chikka who feels empty without having a single crush, or atleast, an inspiration. And the guy I'm talking about was my crush before I had a crush on nicole. So, there's somewhat history.
Okay. I'm going to talk. Here's what happened.
It's like this.
I just learned that my school bus left me. Which is rather very unusual, because they never leave me. It wasn't THAT late, but what can I say, they left me. So tired and sweaty, I trudged back to gate 5, knowing that most of my batchmates and friends are there. Then I found them though Lia and the others had bball training, so I went with arden, patrick, migs and abi. We went to the HS Canteen. I decided to buy an ice cream float, then i treated abi to 2o pesos, with which she bought a burrito, I think. Pat, Migs and Arden were sitting in this table and I joined them. I was enjoying my ice cream float and talking to the guys at the same time, when I looked up to the burrito corner and saw the hottest dream god alive. And boy, he was looking at me, his gaze can make me melt any second! So I jumped up and went in one corner to compose myself.
Arden was like, "vicky, bakit?! wala naman akong ginagawa! sila migs un!" hahah. So I sat down, but I got up minutes later because I can't bear Miguel's craziness. I swear that I have met his gaze more than once, and those gazes of his are like Cyclop's, from the X-men. Chum(-ette), then can melt! dammmnn. He looked at me, his eyes unpredictable, unable to show what he's thinking. There are actually times that I think I have an EPS, or maybe just a strong intuition. But in this case, my powers (haha. powers) aren't working. Not even the strong intuition. Who the hell knows what's going on with his mind? Who cares? The most important thing is that I SAW him again! Oh crap. I should be left by the bus more often now, wouldn't I? Kuya won't let me ehh. It's because I'm the only student in that side of Pilar Village, so it's really some sort of wasting gas. UNFAIR!!! nobody shall hindreth thy love to thee. shut up! hahahah.
Now, let's talk about...HIS GAZE. those beautiful eyes looking at me. The oh-so wonderful face looking back at me. And how the hell did I look? I don't know. I think I looked rowdy or whatever. I CERTAINLY HOPE THAT I DIDN'T, OR I'D DIE OF SHAME. Those eyes made me think that maybe, at some point, at some time, he did love me, or maybe atleast just you know, had a little crush. What do you know, it can happen! ;) I was thinking nga, while walking with abi on the way to gate 3, "what if, you know, he DID like me" she ddnt say anything. but she wasn't disagreeing. I was certain of that. :) Oh, I hope he did. Or maybe someday, i hope he will.
cutie cuzn mateo flavio. he's not THE matteo, just the matteo, who's my cuzn.hehe. like mr. guidicelli, he's also fil-italian. one more thing they have in common, they're both HOTTIES.
oh, this one's easy. it's william moseley, a.k.a peter pevensie from the lion, the witch and the wardrobe. sey loves him, and i do too, but she loves him more. (love iah sey! mwah mwah. oh yeah. F*** YOU, SEY'S HACKER! YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAUSED?)
skandar keynes a.k.a edmund pevensie. hottie to bits!
i love this pic. i don't know why. i just do.