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Saturday, April 01, 2006
it's not easy being me.

can i help it that i'm not mean? can i help it, that i can't stand it when someone's mad at me, even if i hate that person so much?

...well, what do i know? it's hard being true to yourself.

i'm a nice person, and i can't stay mad for someone so long. i can't possibly hate someone. well, i can, but i can't HATE her forever.

i don't like SWIMMING in the beach, i just love GOING to the beach. I'd rather just sit in the sand, sun bathe, or go people watching. I'd rather swim in the pool. But I do love the ambiance of the beach.

I'm the type of person who doesn't get bored easily. I'm a perfectionist. I'm the type who'd pick up any book when it gets extremely boring. May it be about business, or something really boring. I'm your typical geek.

I don't like it when people make me look stupid. I am an impulsive thinker. I never learn.

I'm not friendly--unless we get close. I can get extremely shy. Very shy. But once I'm warmed up, I'm very very outgoing.

I still love watching telenovelas, I never grew tired of watching local tv shows from abs-cbn. I love the occassional kilig of koreanovelas.

I admire those people who are close to their cousins. I'm not. They come from the Quezon City side, we're the only ones in Las Piñas. We only get to see each other during Christmas or during family reunions. If I do have a genie, that's one wish that I'll make sure will be among the ones granted.

I'm insecure. I envy. I'm jealous. I desire.

And I CARE about what people think. I really do.

I'm a soft-hearted person and I get hurt easily. But I never show it. I love my friends and family more than I love myself.

All because I'm human. I ain't perfect.