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--> i am vicky, i'm only 13, and i reside in the philippines. specifically where? in las piñas. yes, i am near sm southmall.

--> i am currently in my freshman year in san beda college alabang, a proud member of section sixteen, baby!

--> i have started blogging quite a few years back, and this is the only time that i stayed for loyally to one blog for so long.

--> as it is quite obvious, i'm into music, and i would love to learn how to play the drums. i was inspired by the book, she's got the beat which hazel lent me. i've been wanting to play it for 2 years or so, i don't know what's gonna happen. xp
--> i listen to almost everything, except some super slow and sentimental stuff. i love retro music, rnb, contemporary, pop, emo, rock, bossa nova, and when i'm in the mood, metal. which is rarely the case.
--> bands/people i listen to: rage against the machines, snoop dogg, starting line, akon, maroon 5, fall out boy, coheed & cambria, the used, saosin, gwen stefani, fergie, john legend, bowling for soup, new found glory, taking back sunday, avril lavigne, the red jumpsuit apparatus, 30 seconds to mars, a perfect circle, the academy is, acceptance, afi, the ataris, amber pacific, sitti, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, hilera, spongecola, typecast, chicosci, bright eyes, buckcherry, the carpenters *HAHA*, bullet for my valentine, finch, the click five, yellowcard, dashboard confessional, everclear, the fray, from first to last, everclear, gorillaz, green day, imago, incubus, jawbreaker, jimmy eat world, john mayer, keane, join the club, mika, the killers, linkin park, metallica, lilly allen, the mars volta, muse, mcr, nelly furtado, nine inch nails, p!atd, paramore, pearl jam, rites of spring, senses fail, seven, shakira, story of the year, thrice, thursday, weezer, the white stripes...and the list goes on.

--> i have a sibling, and i live with my mum.

--> i have been to london, england; rome, italy; palermo, italy; hongkong, china *?!?* and i plan to go around the world before i turn 50.

--> i am an insightful person, i have an opinion on everything, it's just that i don't voice them out all the time.

--> when i am in a bad mood, i snap at people and argue with them. it's a bad habit i got myself into.

--> i love watching television and movies. i love watching discovery travel and living. sometimes i turn to discovery and to national geographic, only when their documentaries are not about science and animals. i love documentaries about history. world civilization, asian history, as long as it's got something to do with the interesting part of the past, it's cool. (:
--> as for television, i like feel-good shows. i looove veronica mars. i want to be like veronica mars. she's my idol. jk. i used to like the oc, until i went to london and forgot all about it. i love that 70's show, fez is hilarious. sometimes, i watch disney channel with my kid sister who's 10 years old i LOVE nickelodeon, and always will. i miss it though. stupid cable people took it off. it's been months since we've told ourselves that we would switch cables, up to now, it still hasn't happened. bummer? hell yeah.

--> i am not a fashionista. i am usually stuck wearing ordinary and plain stuff, which is so cool with me. i am into the polo/tank-jeans/skirt-havaianas/chucks combination. i am into bags and shoes though. but more into bags. i'm a brand person *i swear to God, i am so sorry*. i love giordano. and i want the new ones in the lacoste line. if only i can afford them all. (: i don't really know what kind of clothes fit me, so... if you would like to offer any help, i would gladly accept.

--> i do love shopping though. everyone loves shopping. even guys, i think.

--> i read a lot. i read hilarious comics, auto-biographies, diaries, novels, and of course, chick lit! (:

--> lovelife, lovelife. i am single...and i'm having fun. it's cool having so many crushes all at the same time. i'm a loser when it comes to love, but it's ok. (:

--> i'm a mom *we're just playing* to many kids, including charmaine, justin, abi, kat, angeli, angelique, barbie, michael, genevieve, mela...and?! i don't know anymore. if is there's anybody i forgot, TELL ME. my dad is paul, and my mom is...the blackboard. wth, right. my husband is...i do not know. n_n

--> i curse a LOT. it's a bad habit. i can be one of the boys. not a girly-girl. but i'm one of the girls too. i can be the best of both worlds. mature and immature at the same time. shy yet outspoken. quiet yet loud. weird yet sometimes i just blend in. I'M ONE WEIRD CHICK. can't do anything. i'm dorky, and it's ok with me. i love being me. i love being the fat, silly, loser me. (:

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

past, present, future.

I have been thinking of what I have done, what I am doing, and what I will be doing.

i. What I have done.

As a twelve year old, there's not much to enlist. I have brought joy -- may be it in a good or bad way-- to other people's lives. I learned and realized as much as I have taught. I have been a mother without actually giving birth. I improved, and I think that I have become a different person. Way different from the insecure and quiet Vicky. I discovered more things about me, increasing each day, as I charge it carefully up to experience.

I have commited numerous mistakes, realized my wrong, and corected them. I had fought with few people, and I am very proud to say, I made up with them. Actually, I didn't fight with them, they got mad at me.

ii. What I am doing.

Still, still, as a girl who's twelve-turning-thriteen, there's not much to tell. I continue to learn, more complex Algebra, about Haring Fernando and Dona Valeriana, about life, about boys and men. You get my point. I continue to commit mistakes, I continue to discover, to improve, to bring joy and to be a mother to my growing number of kids. And yes, I continue to disagree with other people. Actually, I disagree with them nowadays more often than I did before. It's because I have learned to stand up for what I believe in. The real Vicky's coming out.

To put it simply, I just continue what I used to do -- only better, worse, however you may put it.

I encounter more people who intimidate me. I have risen and learnt to stand up to them. I have traveled more places, read more books, and did worse in Math.

iii. What I will be doing.

Most likely learn how to succesfully do all sorts of operations with polynomials. Ah, the hardest things in life adults force you to understand.

I like to see the future as a vast ocean, as a deep, dark abyss. I really don't like to anticipate, 'cause I don't get what I really anticipate. I rather just do what I'm supposed to do. Come what may. Bahala na.

I want to be so many things, I want to do so many things, I can't decide.

But I surely wouldn't want to be a poet. Fall Out Boy says "poets are just kids who didn't make it."

I surely wouldn't want to be those who didn't make it.

How about YOU?