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Saturday, August 26, 2006
it's kinda funny how i'm not listening anyway...

You know what, actually, there have been so many things going on with my life.

One is, that I am doing bad at science. Solid.
Two, I always get bad timing. Noise-wise.
Three, love still doesn't love me.

Surprise, surprise!

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OH and OH. Since I have lost all that I am about to say, I'm just going to put down my plans for the not-so near future.

Uno. Bueno, time to put those massive legs into use. I am going to have futbol/soccer clinic this summer. I am just saying this, I don't know what my mom will do about it. Hopefully, she will allow me, 'cause the Adidas Sports Kamp is just across the street from her office. Honestly. I lobe lobe her new office, though. She's got a great view. Unlike in her Makati office, the only view are buildings and parking lots. Here, she's got less buildings, a McDo store, a parking lot...with hot guys going from the Sports Kamp. And they've got flat-screen computers! Sad is,she's now near Market!Market! and far, far away from Rockwell and Greenbelt. I don't like Market! eh...there are so many people. As much as I love people-watching, too many people to watch is no beauty.

Anyways, my mom says I'm gonna get support from my uncles back in London. Oh, England is the root of my futbol-ness. I don't know why. (Cheers! I know you will read this entry sooner or later. Say hi to Gaia and Mattie for me!!!)

Dos. I think I may be going to take law in college. Holy crap, will I be up to it? Of course. I can do this. I can do this. I mean, I think I've got what it takes. I think. Emphasis on I think. Hahaha. My mom says it's okay. I'd rather be Atty. Beekee Marquez than...Beekee Marquez, 1000th president of the Philippines. Whadya think? Maybe a lawyer, a journalist, or a graphic designer, a photographer, a teacher, who the hell knows. Among the five of those, probably.

Tres. I will watch the UEFA cup. On September 13. Crap, they should have held it on my birthday, September 12. But that is life for me.

Quatro. I shall organize the things in my room, once and for all. Oh right, I don't have my own room. T_T.

Sinco. How the hell do you spell sinco? HOW? Pardon the spelling. I plan to keep my mouth shut.

Help me on that.

And with this, I leave you a beautiful song.



Look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

hard to see up
my neck feels stiff until I wake up
the orange I choked
and back to my neck
it's worth my time
whatever that means....so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up

give it to me
give me all... whatever you want
it's never been me
to want this much from you
I can see
Yeah

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
you won't open up

it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up
it tears me up

look in my eyes
I'm jaded now whatever that means
by sharing these things
I rip my heart out
it's worth my time
whatever that means...so

share with me
cause I need it right now
let me see your insides
or write me off
cause I'd rather starve now
if you won't open up
won't open up

(share with me) yeah it tears me up
(cause I need it right now) tears me up (let me see your insides)
(or write me off) and it tears me up (cause I'd rather starve now)
(if you won't open up won't open up) tears me up


P.S. NICKELODEON is back on track, baby! Sad for my sister, though. She was watching Pokemon and then the channels suddenly went bozo and became Nick--from Cartoon Network. Sad sister of mine.