ta-da! welcome to my world. :)
Monday, September 18, 2006
no day but today.

And the rent craze goes on...and on...and on... I went back to school with a wonderful gift (i.e. my voice. HAHAHA. kidding.)...singing 525,600 minutes whichever song from the movie comes into my mind. :-)

I'm wondering. I'm wondering if... this torturing myself thing is worth it. I've cried myself to sleep countless times, I'm even deprived of the right of looking at you directly. I don't know if there's such right, but point is, I can't look at you. Pero kahit gano ka'raming beses mo ako saktan, kahit ilang beses akong nakakatulog nang kakaiyak, di kita maiwan-iwan. Di kita makalimutan. Pano naman kasi, wala ka naman talagang ginagawa. I don't know if that's the wrong part. Pero kahit di mo na 'ko pinapansin, di na tayo nag'uusap kahit saan, bakit naman kaya ako nasasaktan? Di sapat yung dahilan na mahal kita eh. Di ko nga alam kung ano ang pagmamahal eh.

I need answers right now. I have to talk to you. Soon. Problem is... what would i tell you?