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Tuesday, October 03, 2006
ano problema mo?

I feel miserable. And once again, I don't know why. Well, I do know the cause of the misery, but I don't know exactly what this guck has to do with the source of all misery. One reason is, of course, theAOiB. I wish I could just be strong and carefree about this whole bollocks. I wish I would just let things pass by me, just let things happen. Bloody thing called...love. I wouldn't even dare call it love. Because the only way I can love a person is if that person shares the love with me. I'm not being selfish or petty or anything, it's just that how could I love a person that doesn't love me back? Where would it lead me? Plus, I'm to young to undergo this bloody stuff so I might as well plan on how to get over him...if I can.

Another source of misery is the bloody exams that we had today. We took up Science and English. No, it's not that I did bad (I have yet to find out), it's just that... I don't know. I thought I studied so hard, but to me it seemed like I didn't try.

There's something missing in my life.