ta-da! welcome to my world. :)
Friday, October 06, 2006
it's hard. napakahirap.

mahirap magmahal nang hindi mo alam kung mahal ka rin niya.
mahirap magmahal kung hindi mo nararamdaman ang mahal niya.
mahirap magmahal kasi masakit makita na di ka na niya mahal.
mahirap magmahal nang alam mo na hindi ka niya mamahalin kahit kelan.

mahirap maging masaya kung malungkot ka.
mahirap maging masaya kung may kasama siyang iba.
mahirap maging masaya kung di mo nakukuha gusto mo.
ok lang yan, ako rin naman eh.

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it's useless when you give words of wisdom,
when you can't even hear the words that you say.
it's senseless when you struggle to believe,
in things you can't even feel.

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wtf am i doing.