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Thursday, October 26, 2006
mistakes like these...

alistening to: greatest hits: carpenters (OH WAG NA MAG'REACT. bad trip eh. XP)

...are the ones that can ruin lives. It is incredibly stupid. I am telling you, watch those buttons that you're pressing on your dear cellies. And please, do me a favor and keep your head on your neck while texting. It's so stupid, why did I let myself send that button. It's stupid, effin shit.

Woohooooyyy bat naman kasi ganun. Is it a sin to say you miss a person? I don't mean it when I sent the button, I was out of my mind. I was weak. Pero I did it, and I just realized that I wasn't supposed to. Ayan na, wohhoooy sira na buhay ko. Pota. =(

I've had a really bad day today, really. I got an 89% in my Science quarter exam (bullshit, i know.). And then there's a huge possibility that the despedida won't push through. And then there's the "halimau", and of course, "him". Oh gaaahd why is this happening. Mabait naman ako ah. :(

Tanga lang naman kasi gagawa nun eh... Mygahd I can't stop blaming myself. Shhheeet talaga.

Mahirap pa kung walang honest. Kung walang nakakintindi. Kung 'di mo malaman kung sino nagsasabi ng totoo. Lahat sila..."malay mo" "di yan" "ok lang yan". Pota why won't anyone tell me, "OH MY GAD THAT'S SO PAKIN STUPID". Or maybe some are telling the truth, I don't know.

Ewan ko.

*update

oh pota, di naman umayos buhay ko. he didn't reply, pero atleast there are people around me to make me happy. :) "i can do what she can do so much better" OHYEAH PARIS. hahah. ohyeahh.

pero atleast i feel really really high right now.

who cares if he doesn't reply, then maybe he's not worth EVERYTHING. dibaa?

that's one way of putting it.

his loss, not mine.

BY THE WAY, 84 KA SA FILIPINO QE.