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Monday, October 30, 2006
rainy days, mondays and london.

Listening to: Miss Murder (Director's Cut) - AFI

With just a look, they shook and heavens bowed before him. Simply a look can break your heart.


I love waking up to the misty cold air, grey skies and the pitter-pattering on the ground. I love that. I would give up anything to experience that. I feel...miserable though. I don't know if it comes with the rainy day. Yeah, I feel like there's something missing. I just don't know what's missing.

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Anyways, over at the far west, say in London, England, it's always a rainy day on a Monday. In fact, it's rainy over there in almost any given day. And I love that climate. Actually, I love everything about London. That it's so chi-chi, people look so damn good over there, and that it has very rich record of history.

To be frank with you, I do miss London a lot. Having gone there has changed a lot of things. For one, I'm not afraid to leave the country to work abroad. I just realized that last night, when my mom and I were talking over dinner. She asked me, "Do you remember what you thought of leaving the country 2-3 years ago?" And I said, "Uhm...I don't want to leave the country?!" And then she said, "No, you said that it depends upon the stability of the country's economy. If it's ok, then you'll leave. If it's not, then you'd stay because that means that the country needs you." And I was like, WOAH. My answer when I was 10 was prolly better than my answer right now. And you know why I had the guts to leave the country? It's beeaccauusee when I answered that way, I haven't been to some other country that recent. I've never experienced what it was like. Don't get me wrong, I've gone abroad prior to London, but how young was I at that time? 6? I'd prolly forget about those things. So you see my dear friends...

To leave or not to leave, that is the question.