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Saturday, October 28, 2006
realizations at a concert.

listening to: long way 2 go - cassie

I look to the blasting, glaring light effects onstage. I don't blink, I just try to continue looking. There are moments like these, moments where you wouldn't expect yourself to think so much about things. But in my position at that time, why wouldn't you? The lights are off, with nothing but the light effects to lighten up the whole gymnasium. Sugarfree's playing their songs, a perfect example of the good ol' Filipino way of romanticism. A young man's way with words. I try to listen to their lyrics, while the others just enjoy the moment.

It's true that you only realize the whole worth of one person when he/she leaves. Or is about to leave, to say the least. I have a friend who's leaving for Melbourne, Australia on November 18, and there's nothing else that I could do to stop her. On the other hand, I wouldn't want to stop her, because I know that she has a better future over there. That Australia has a lot of things to offer to her.

It's also true, that sometimes, when you like someone, you fail to see the bad qualities that they have. Or maybe you do see their bad qualities, it's just that you can't accept them, and you deny them on the long run. I don't know what you call it when you finally accept the fact that they possess that not-so-nice quals. I even thought in that very moment...that it was good that he left for a while. One of his friends have been a lot more nicer to me in a sense, and one I got to know better his other friend--both of them are our classmates.

I thought of more things. What he could be doing, what could have happened if he received my message (he didn't receive my message. =P check out the previous post). I just shed everything away, and just had fun along with everyone else. Pero after all, I can't forget everything. I just turn my back on the crowd and think, and talk to the people around me. After all, I wouldn't be seeing them after 1 week. One, after 2 years pa. =((

Haay, so please do me a favor. Please do not think so much on a concert. Especially if Bamboo and Sugarfree's playing.