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--> i am vicky, i'm only 13, and i reside in the philippines. specifically where? in las piñas. yes, i am near sm southmall.

--> i am currently in my freshman year in san beda college alabang, a proud member of section sixteen, baby!

--> i have started blogging quite a few years back, and this is the only time that i stayed for loyally to one blog for so long.

--> as it is quite obvious, i'm into music, and i would love to learn how to play the drums. i was inspired by the book, she's got the beat which hazel lent me. i've been wanting to play it for 2 years or so, i don't know what's gonna happen. xp
--> i listen to almost everything, except some super slow and sentimental stuff. i love retro music, rnb, contemporary, pop, emo, rock, bossa nova, and when i'm in the mood, metal. which is rarely the case.
--> bands/people i listen to: rage against the machines, snoop dogg, starting line, akon, maroon 5, fall out boy, coheed & cambria, the used, saosin, gwen stefani, fergie, john legend, bowling for soup, new found glory, taking back sunday, avril lavigne, the red jumpsuit apparatus, 30 seconds to mars, a perfect circle, the academy is, acceptance, afi, the ataris, amber pacific, sitti, audioslave, avenged sevenfold, hilera, spongecola, typecast, chicosci, bright eyes, buckcherry, the carpenters *HAHA*, bullet for my valentine, finch, the click five, yellowcard, dashboard confessional, everclear, the fray, from first to last, everclear, gorillaz, green day, imago, incubus, jawbreaker, jimmy eat world, john mayer, keane, join the club, mika, the killers, linkin park, metallica, lilly allen, the mars volta, muse, mcr, nelly furtado, nine inch nails, p!atd, paramore, pearl jam, rites of spring, senses fail, seven, shakira, story of the year, thrice, thursday, weezer, the white stripes...and the list goes on.

--> i have a sibling, and i live with my mum.

--> i have been to london, england; rome, italy; palermo, italy; hongkong, china *?!?* and i plan to go around the world before i turn 50.

--> i am an insightful person, i have an opinion on everything, it's just that i don't voice them out all the time.

--> when i am in a bad mood, i snap at people and argue with them. it's a bad habit i got myself into.

--> i love watching television and movies. i love watching discovery travel and living. sometimes i turn to discovery and to national geographic, only when their documentaries are not about science and animals. i love documentaries about history. world civilization, asian history, as long as it's got something to do with the interesting part of the past, it's cool. (:
--> as for television, i like feel-good shows. i looove veronica mars. i want to be like veronica mars. she's my idol. jk. i used to like the oc, until i went to london and forgot all about it. i love that 70's show, fez is hilarious. sometimes, i watch disney channel with my kid sister who's 10 years old i LOVE nickelodeon, and always will. i miss it though. stupid cable people took it off. it's been months since we've told ourselves that we would switch cables, up to now, it still hasn't happened. bummer? hell yeah.

--> i am not a fashionista. i am usually stuck wearing ordinary and plain stuff, which is so cool with me. i am into the polo/tank-jeans/skirt-havaianas/chucks combination. i am into bags and shoes though. but more into bags. i'm a brand person *i swear to God, i am so sorry*. i love giordano. and i want the new ones in the lacoste line. if only i can afford them all. (: i don't really know what kind of clothes fit me, so... if you would like to offer any help, i would gladly accept.

--> i do love shopping though. everyone loves shopping. even guys, i think.

--> i read a lot. i read hilarious comics, auto-biographies, diaries, novels, and of course, chick lit! (:

--> lovelife, lovelife. i am single...and i'm having fun. it's cool having so many crushes all at the same time. i'm a loser when it comes to love, but it's ok. (:

--> i'm a mom *we're just playing* to many kids, including charmaine, justin, abi, kat, angeli, angelique, barbie, michael, genevieve, mela...and?! i don't know anymore. if is there's anybody i forgot, TELL ME. my dad is paul, and my mom is...the blackboard. wth, right. my husband is...i do not know. n_n

--> i curse a LOT. it's a bad habit. i can be one of the boys. not a girly-girl. but i'm one of the girls too. i can be the best of both worlds. mature and immature at the same time. shy yet outspoken. quiet yet loud. weird yet sometimes i just blend in. I'M ONE WEIRD CHICK. can't do anything. i'm dorky, and it's ok with me. i love being me. i love being the fat, silly, loser me. (:

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Sunday, October 08, 2006

there's no bloody thing called love.

listening to: a little less sixteen candles, a little more touch me - fall out boy.

I don't blame you for being you, but you can't blame me for hating it.
...why don't you just drop dead?

Oh yeah. This is utterly confusing. And crazy. It's this thing that happens to you when you're purely infatuated with one person. Suddenly, all he is is all you want. But what happens if he really is what you want? I don't want a baller. I don't want a ghetto guy. I don't want a nerd. I want a computer techie, I want a guy who prefers football over basketball. I want a guy's who's just...a normal guy. A normal guy who doesn't fall under any stereotype. I want a guy who could be really nice, smart all looking good at the same time. Actually, what I wanted in him, (haha! I finally have the right words to describe why I liked him) is that he was able to give me something that I needed, without me telling him what I longed for. A friend.

The thing is, I wanted a man. Not a boy.

But you really can't expect a man to sprout out of someone who's just about to turn 14. I mean, can you? 'Cause if you can, then tell me. I want someone who sees through me. I want someone who doesn't like me for how high my grades are (even if they're not...), how much money my parents make. I don't want anyone liking me because of something that's concrete. Or something that could easily be lost. I want that person to like me for who I am. Easy to say. I'm not good-looking like you guys. I'm not as thin as Gisele Bundchen (WHO IS?!). I have got a lot of substance to make up for the good looks that I don't have. But the thing is, will he be able to exchange that substance for what I don't have? Would he rather have the substance, than the good looks?

Oh boy. This is going to be a very long schoolyear.

P.S. I didn't know what I was talking about while writing this. It's sayang to delete all that I typed, so I might as well press the orange Publish button.