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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
nababaliw na yata ako.

I think I'm going nuts. I feel really weird right now. I'm playing a game with rules I don't know. I'm playing a game with someone I don't even think I know anymore. Grabe, I really don't know what to do. I feel so confused, and even with the nicest, most trustworthy people around me, I still feel so alone. My mind keeps on drifting away. My eyes drift all over the place. My mind's constantly racing. Ang weird talaga ng pakiramdam. I don't like how it feels.

I hate it when things look up, and then they suddenly take a nose dive for the bad.

Nothing's changed in school. Except for the fact that things are going on fast-forward mode, and the next thing I'll probably know is I'll be seating right in front of here, writing something. Probably about how annoyed I am, how fat I'm turning out to be, how in-love I am with someone, no one really knows.

I know the world won't stop for a split second for whatever awful I'm encountering right know. I'd doubt they'd think of it as awful. I'm overreacting, that's what.

nakakainis.