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Saturday, February 10, 2007
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Ange: Yeah, I deleted it 'cause you said it lacked intensity. I'd make a new one someday.

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A month or so to go before the school year ends. Honestly, I don't know if I'd want it to end or not. It's been my first-ever year in high school, and as everyone older than me says it, it is very much different than grade school.

As a grade 6 student, I was asking myself, bakit ba laging pinakamasaya ang high school? masaya din naman grade school ah!

Well, yeah. My foot is in my mouth right now. High school is much more fun than grade school in so many ways.

I could honestly say that I enjoy my section a lot. Besides the stupid things that are happening, yes. My section is a mix of very different people. See, when you're in what they label as the, "top section", in grade school, there are a certain group of people that don't get out of the top section. Do you know what I mean? Well, I guess I was one of these people. You could also say that it was a breath of fresh air being classmates with other people. Some have been my classmates at least once, or twice, or thrice.

My classmates are different. Some have changed throughout the course of the school year. Well, that's part of the fun...I guess. These old and new faces have been a part of my life already.

I have made new friends, met new people, failed and succeeded. Felt good about myself, felt awful about myself. Experimented on new things all the time, thought about the old things. Created new memories, reminisced old ones. When things go, new people come.

I felt challenged. I felt the lack of passion and drive. The inconsistency.

Slowly, I have molded myself into what I want to be right now. I don't thrive to please everybody. I gave that up years ago.

High school is all about self-discovery. Let loose. Go wild. Live life. Love life.