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Sunday, April 01, 2007
ang bobo ko sa spelling.

course and coarse.

Did anybody notice? Hahaha.

Anyways.

The new hair...takes some getting used to. It feels so light, and the bangs are giving me a hard time (it's my first time to have bangs.) and now, it doesn't look as good as it did [in the picture]. They're starting to flip out already. And the waviness of my hair is showing in the bangs part already. I would be lying to say that I have got no problem with it, because I am uncomfortable with it.

Pardon me, honey, I'm only a teenager. I do give a damn with what other people say about me. I need affirmation that I look good. So far, the responses have been pretty good.

I do feel insecure, 'cause everywhere I look, the pretty girls are all there, special notice to the long hair, sashaying with their body in their full, shining glory. Dear Lord. Hahahahaha.

But you know what? I was looking at myself in the mirror, and I was like...I look pretty good, if I say so myself, yeah? I mean, yeah, all the wavy, coarse and long hair is gone... But hey, atleast I am clutter free. It's light, and it's PERFECT for the summer. Plus, I don't know anyone else with this haircut. Well maybe I do, they just don't come to mind. I have bangs for the first time, and I do not have to worry if my face would look big if I tie my hair up because: a) it IS big no matter what and b) I don't have any option. I looks stupid if I tie my hair up, unless I do something about it.

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About the rest of my day.

I bought drumsticks. Well I and my sister bought drumsticks. No, we still don't have a drum set. Those sticks are just an affirmation that I will do it. I mean, the lessons. That's something, for someone like me, who never gets anything done. We're checking out schedules. Ironically, I do not want to attend classes in Yamaha in SM Southmall, (we live near there)...because...

Cleats and a football nalang, and I'm all set for operation anti summer bummer.